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Thursday, July 29, 2004

Discouraged::
 
So sad... I have not even started my chase  and I have already lost all hope.
 
I know he's not worth it and we have different goals in life. I dun feel he wants me anymore also.
 
I scare I will make a blunder and maybe he might avoid me.
 
Nah..This is not what I want
 
So, Cheerful me will move on :) Lyn is on her journey to seek for her prince charming..
 
Sings "Someday My prince will come... LALALALLALALALALA"
 
Ironically from the previous post. Ignore this! >.<
 
 
 
 
 
 

A rainbow to end my day
12:12 AM


That's true! hahahaa......
I am like what it describes, at least How i feel about myself towards relationships



You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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A rainbow to end my day
12:07 AM


Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Love & Friendship::
 
Got this very interesting topic to discuss about. I am sure Elaine will agree with me because we have chatted about this topic before.
 
One of my guy friend (U noe who U r ) asked me:
"how come almost all the gals I know....wants to be mi best friends...but wouldnt want me to be with her?"
 
Maybe the question bows down to:
1. How do you treat her?
2. Sincerity
3. Guys need to be initiative, Girls need to react or maybe when times has change - Girls need to show the effort and guys need to react. But to show the effort, there must be some slight chance of hint, Hint of Hope
4. Feelings
5. Chemistry
 
If someone is waiting for the person to take the initiative, when will the day ever come to make known the feelings hiding inside? Maybe not now, Maybe never.......
 
I would think, How much do you desire that someone? How much do you wanna be with that someone?
 
If the mind and heart coordinate but actions do not, it's also equivalent to worthless, no beginning and of course no end...
Humans.. will thus seek for another, Cycle repeats
 
For people who had opposite sexes as best friends and wonder where's the one for them, one advice: Grab your happiness then. Not all but One only
 
I don't wanna make U feel stupid but I must indicate a point:
There is a fine line between Liking someone as Lover and as Friends.
 
When U set your heart at someone:
Romance, Tian yan Mi Yu, Tons of SMses, Midnight phonecalls, Dating, Missing, steal glances, Grabbing every chance
 
When you feel as friends and gers don't feel it because:
Happy-going-out, Laughter & Fun, Talking about everything and anything, Go home and everythign back to normal, Once in a while chatting and a few smses
 
Some juz mention a few praises, passing some hints and no effort. -End of story-
 
Sorry guys.. It's a rat race society, be it work, studies and no exception for love.
 
Fighting for it and not letting loose is the way.

Question: How sincere are you is the bottomline. the rest upto the ger: How do u feel?

PS: I am not an expert, not referring to anyone in particular but just my 2 cents worth.
How true? Upto U

 
 
 
 
 
 

 

A rainbow to end my day
11:27 PM


Horoscope Fact::

I think it's rather accurate for me especially the part when I hardly becomes angry unless provoked and does not appreciate praises


NOVEMBER: Has a lot ! of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward.
Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted-if there
is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry
unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others.
Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships.. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets.. Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable.


A rainbow to end my day
5:47 PM


Monday, July 26, 2004

People like you becuase you're beautiful!
What attracts people to you?

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Anyone think its true? I don't think so!


A rainbow to end my day
1:12 AM


Tell me I am Stupid!::

If only I can turn back time.... says:
u cant make e mistake again
I want you back in my life says:
i cant help it


Ryan Lye says:
but u got to noe when to love someone who deserve it
I want you back in my life says:
hmmm thats true
I want you back in my life says:
i wish i could


Ryan Lye says:
think abt it saeriously 1st...
Ryan Lye says:
dun let ur heart decide........


My say: I've been deceiving my heart for quite sometime. The brain took control. But now, the brain lost. He even appear in my dreams. Dreams of the past. Dreams of the desire.

Yeaps. I am Stupid. It's the past. Moved on but Stepped Back. Did I choose to? Sometimes Feelings can't be helped. I do not wish to live with regrets without giving my best. Then again, I am back to this same picture: Facing myself, Tormenting inside of something I can't have.

My friend ever commented:
"This will be a neverending story"
Maybe all along I never wanted it to end. Maybe fairytales are meant to happen in our lives. Maybe I think too highly of Love and fate. Maybe its unstoppable and uncontrollable. Maybe I just want to be happy. Maybe I want to be with him beside him supporting him because I do love him.

We are old enough. No more 1999 childish days. No more trying to create romances. No more trying to be noble. No more being silly fools waiting.

Rational vs Irrational - Can I ask is Love ever rational? It's not planned. It surpasses time and overlook obstacles.

It's gonna be difficult - To throw my pride, my ego and integrity.

A woman's gotta do what a woman gotta do.

Subconsciously, I still do. I really do. My dreams are my only vertification. My feelings when I chat with him was proven.

Surely, It might be a failure but I know I did my best. From then on, I shall be strong and decide what route to take.


I think I know what I want. I know my dear friends scare of me being hurt but like what cyric says: "If you don't feel hurt, how would you know it's love?"
 
So support me and wish me all the best =)

 



A rainbow to end my day
12:17 AM


Saturday, July 24, 2004

Change of Job::
 
I am going to change job soon. Hopefully everything goes well and I am on my way to be a recruitment consultant - match jobs to employees and employers.
 
So people looking for any jobs, better start licking my boots now! :P
 
Anyway, I have something to share: To give you the honour of reading my blog.
 
I came across this website while in Yahoo.com.sg.
 
Boombastic! Crappy Funny Lousy Piece of Lameness! very Local and It made my day! Wonder who thought of that manz..
 
Check this out:

A rainbow to end my day
12:19 PM


Days of My live::
 
I was sick for 2 days and did some MERLION stunts as well as PIG stunts like Puking and Sleeping...
 
Maybe cockels and Alcohol is never a good combination, Never
 
Now feeling better, it's time to get back on my blog to retain visitorship :)
 
I realise so many of my friends are changing Blogskins but I just can't seem to find the right one to fit, the right one to match with my personality and the right one that will capture my attention and say : YES BABY U R THE ONE!
the sad thing is... It applies to Love as well
 
Nevertheless, I have found one - Suits me very well but Lazy to upload -_-"
Ya, WHAT's NEW?
 
Recently Have been Cheonging alot manz..
Previous week went to Double O and waited for 2 hours ( 11.30 - 1.30am NOT pm) to get in!
It was a rather short queue but becoz of the Privilege entry - Paying additional $5, It becomes longer and not forgetting people inside partying away while we are sweating away waiting for people to come out. But it was kinda of worth it, The MUSIC ROCKS!
 
This Week went to ZOUK MAMBO Night and PHUTURE. Happening manz..Babes and Hunks gathering but Not me of coz. AS the trend goes, Phuture is overcrowded by R&B wannabes but Not me of coz :P There was no space to breathe like SANDWICHES pack together in the dance floor and people squeezing in.. FORCED TO SQUEEZE IN
 
Result: It was dreadfully HOT, Motionless, People's sweat rubbing on my arms and my back!!! Yucks! I went home and rinse thoroughly.
 
Tonight, our dearest Elaine won Tixs to Perfect 10 SMASH in CENTRO night. She was on air but too bad, did not hear. Oh yeah Don't know whose SMASH but who cares?
Free tixs !!!!!! :D *Typical Singaporean*
 
Shall Update you guys further, Look out!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

A rainbow to end my day
11:00 AM


Wednesday, July 21, 2004


My friend to me, From me to you :)


A rainbow to end my day
12:59 AM


Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Share with you something Meaningful::
 
Some quote from rank :) well-said

Cyric : Dying inside says:
humans

Cyric : Dying inside says:
but if u dun feel pain .. how do u know wat true peace is


Cyric : Dying inside says:
if u dun feel sadness .. how do u know wat true joy is


Cyric : Dying inside says:
if u dun feel hurt .. how will u know wat true love is

I soo soo agree :) Love of thoughts

 

I felt all these before and it made me understand myself to a higher level.
I am thankful.

"You meet the wrong person because when you meet the right person, U will learn to cherish"

Feelings Vulnerable - It makes me whole again




A rainbow to end my day
12:56 AM


Have you thought about your future?::
 
My boss is back from Chicago and counting the days in the company, it's been almost a YEAR!
 
Oh Gosh...Time really flies and before I could anticipate anything, it did not allow to stop and think about my career, my future, my studies, my youth, my time....
 
20 years I am, coming to 21. Just like everyone else, I wish to further my studies. As mentioned earlier in my blogs, I wish to study in Australia (Queensland Institute in Technology - Media Communications) after my 1.5 years Certificate in Visual Communications.
 
It's a Self Fulfilment thing. 
 
My Boss pop out another alternative:
He wish to sponsor my Bachelor Degree to do in Singapore. To do with Indiana University Bloomington - Bachelor in General Studies and declare major.
 
If you would understand about the US system, U need to do 40 subjects to get a Bachelor Degree.
With Our local Diploma, We can get upto 20 subjects exemptions and 20 left to do. This will take another 1 - 1.5 years.
 
US system Degrees are so flexi that allows you to choose the subjects ranging from Philosophy, Psychology, Anthropology, Business, Communications so on and so forth. Depends on you want for your combination.
 
Countless Majors, Emphases, Specialisations. Jack of all trades, Masters of One if you want.
 
It will add up to S$25,000 and I can transfer to on-campus residency.
Indiana University Bloomington is ranked no. 38 in the US First-Tier and no. 23 for its Business courses - Kelley School of Business. SUNY Buffalo is no. 52 (2nd Tier)
 
If you would need information on rankings, Let me know. I have the latest 2004.
 
Super niche..Few have this degree. US Degrees Best...Great...WAOLA!
 
After this Degree, My parents sponsor for my Masters to go over US to do it and it will take another 2 years to complete 12 - 15 subjects and I can transfer my Bachelor Credits to University of California and taking credits in Singapore and finish semester there. All in All it will take about US$30,000 - 50,000 for Masters
 
by 25, I would have a Masters. Maximum Exposure. Will get a job in US during Summer Holidays (3 months in US). I could even find a job there.
 
In US, Learning is SO much different. Trust me peeps! Different from AUSTralia, UK, Singapore (DUH)
 
What a well-niche employment status I will acquire.
 
What a well-draft Plan.. Can I execute it is another question?
 
Lynette's School of Thoughts.
 
I aim...I soar...I WILL fulfil it
 
Now waiting for Indiana University Bloomington's reply for my Exemptions and acceptance.
 
 
 
 
 
 


A rainbow to end my day
12:25 AM


Monday, July 19, 2004

Lame Jokes!!!!!!!!!!!! ::

This is Ultimately Hilarious!

Here goes:
One day an evil witch took over the forest,

''One-by-one, all of you useless animals have to come up here and tell a
joke... if everybody laughs, you will be spared... or else I'll cut off
your head!'' 
 
The monkey went up first and told such a funny joke that all the animals
laughed except fot a tortoise.. so the witch cut off his head. 
 
Next, a giraffe went up and she, in turn told a joke that set all the
animals off laughing... but still, the tortoise did not laugh...so the
witch cut off her head. 
 
Then, the rabbit went up... but before she could say a word, the tortoise
started laughing... 

''Why are you laughing you stupid tortoise?'' the witch asked.
The monkey's joke was very funny...'' was the reply.


One day, Mr. Caterpillar decided to hitch a ride to town. As he was
standing by the roadside, a family of bees came by in a little car and
offered him a ride 
 
Gratefully, he accepted. After putting along merrily for a few kilometers,
the engine sputtered and the car rolled to a halt. Without saying a word,
Papa Bee alighted and urinated into the fuel intake. When he turned the
starter, the engine started up, much to Mr Caterpillar's amazement! 
 
However, he did not say a word. The car went on for quite some distance
before the engine died again. This time, it was Mother Bee who urinated
into the fuel intake, and again, the car started up after that. The process
was then repeated again for Baby Bee. 

By the time the engine died for the fourth time, the little car was only a
few kilometers from town. Not wanting to appear unsophisticated, Mr
Caterpillar got out of the car without a word, and started opening the fuel
cap. 
 
In a flash, Papa Bee got out of the car. "What are you doing?" asked Papa
Bee. 
 
"I'm going to piss in the fuel intake, just like you did", said Mr
Caterpillar. 
 
"Oh, no", said Papa Bee patiently, "that won't do. This car only runs on
Bee Pee (BP)."


A man died and went to heaven. As he stood in front of St. Peter at the
Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. He asked, 

"What are all those clocks?" 

St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on Earth has a
Lie-Clock. Every time you lie the hands on your clock will move". 

"Oh," said the man, "whose clock is that? 

 
That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved, indicating that she never told a lie."
"Incredible, said the man. "And whose clock is that one?" 


St. Peter responded, "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands have moved
twice, telling us that Abe told only two lies in his entire life." 

"Where's George Bush's clock?" asked the man. 


"Bush's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling fan."




A rainbow to end my day
4:53 PM


Some Interesting test to boost my Ego :)
 

You are too innocent and sweet for your own good.

Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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A rainbow to end my day
1:29 AM


Saturday, July 17, 2004

Puffer Like a BALL o(",) Posted by Hello

 
A Lit' Ball.. Feel like kicking it.. hah!
 
Okie that's all folks. I will share more beautiful pictures if I find it worth it.
 
Copyrights Reserved and Juz for Lynette's Blog supporters! Aren't you honoured? :D

A rainbow to end my day
1:21 AM


Puffer Fish smiling :) Posted by Hello

 
So cute.. Must be smiling. Must be happy someone is taking a picture of IT.
 
I wanna give it a name. Let's call it................. PUFFER! :P

A rainbow to end my day
1:17 AM


Puffer Fish! Posted by Hello

 
Presenting Puffer! With compliments from Shaun Chua. What a rare and unusual picture of Puffer...
 
 
and because Being such a nice person myself, I will allow Mr Chua to steal the glory in my blog *Juz for a while* Back to me, please?

A rainbow to end my day
1:14 AM


Messed Up::
 
I juz realise Blogspot have a new outlook to post new blog. Good stuff :)
 
Today went for 1st lesson in Freehand. The Teacher went so fast until we have to learn Multitasking with a new software.
 
He guide us along with the screen in front of us
We take notes like 2 kiasu students
& we have to follow his steps.
 
we got lost many times and this was simple typography. Interesting stuff :)
 
Cin and I realise our classmates are a lit' shy to interact and we din bother to interact becoz all busy with concentratin on the teacher.
 
Borrowed my 1st design book "By design the graphic designer's essential Handbook" from Nafa Library.
 
We have to buy the softwares fast and we have to get a memory stick as well. Feel like going back there to practice and try on the software. It can be very fun :P
 
Manz! I really can't believe How motivated I am with this course. Super Super.
 
Ya of course! Pay so much money better make the best out of it.
 
Design Wacko Goals:
Wanna work hard on this program. Damn Regret I did not really get hands-on earlier.
wanna come out with own Blog Skin! :D *wait long long*
wanna use co. printer to print notes on the softwares we are learning
wanna be artistic, creative, out of the box, out of mind?
Wanna be a designer for NUTS !
Wanna look into magazines
Wanna know What the hell am I becoming?
Wanna know how my drawing sucks after seeing the artists in action.
Wanna know how my life goes?
 
Stay for more!
 

A rainbow to end my day
12:43 AM


Wednesday, July 14, 2004

I got this from a friend who bought it from Hongkong. I told him I like Pucca and got my name engraved on Pucca.


Pucca! Posted by Hello


SO cute! I love it! haha..Thxs :)

A rainbow to end my day
1:11 AM


My 1st lesson::

Back to school again - The feeling is always Refreshing.. UUMMMmMMMMmmm!

Was surprise to see many faces and the new feeling of 'Re-introduction' rekindles the days back in Poly day 1.

2 Enthusiastic Ladies muttering away despite the silence in the class. And I mean SILENCE. Tense-Up? Nahz Perphaps Shy at 1st day :P

Went through a whole introduction of each and everyone in the class - about 20 people. ONe-by-one revealing their TOp profile! Well-network group of students. Maturity is felt at this level, at this part-time course.

I can feel to drive to succeed, the drive to choose the Right Project Mates.

The Passion to complete this program. The Development for Design is driving Cin's and my brain running wild.

Let's have an open mind to pursue this area! - I say it, I mean it -
*Yeah Rite, U Betcha!* =D

Next week, I strive for PR TIME or should I say SCANNING TIME FOR THE BEST PROJECT MATES!

Factual but Realistic. Had enough of Slackers.


A rainbow to end my day
1:00 AM


Tuesday, July 13, 2004

How true::

..:: Guys and Girls ::..

Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about the guy...


When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty...


Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..


Guys care the most about the quantity of love...
Girls care the most about the quality of love..


Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...

Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of
Separation from her man...


Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are Interested
in her..


When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget About
the girl by going out with another girl...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his
Characteristics from another guy...


Guys wish to be her first love...
Girls wish to be his last love...



True? I think indeed upto you to decide..

A rainbow to end my day
1:20 AM


Sunday, July 11, 2004

Time for Spidey SPidey::

Watched Spiderman 2 with the ladies in Plaza Sing. It was a great movie and I became so INto the movie despite it was very cold in the cinema.

Wow.. love the cobwebs created by Peter Parkers and the action pack. Comic of all times since young. Now I do know why kids admire this show. They wish to be like him. *Dreamt*

Tobey Maguire really fits in the role of Spiderman with all the MUSCLES and BUILT.

The sad thing is I missed Spiderman 1 and any kind soul have the VCD or DVD? Lend to me - Fanatic Fan of Spiderman (Maybe it will be for quite sometime though :P)

Went to INdochine to chill out. Nice place with candles lighted, fishtanks, blue lights, R & B Music in the background, Wooden chairs (Next time must sit Leather couch!) The drinks are also reasonably cheap 10+++

WE lost track of time or Perphaps we just want to catch up? Anyway, It's a SATurday Night Out - Pity if we just go home and sleep isn't it?

Lucky for me. took a Merz Cabby and He was sharing to me about employment -
He worked in California, San Diego for 9 Years and Lost money because of submissive gambling through casinos. Told me about life in Singapore VS life in California. THe more he speak of it, the more I can imagine myself there.

DIscussed to me about why he is a cab driver, Share with me the means to survive. To earn the BIG bucks in Singapore, U must have the X-FACTOR. Work smart not work hard.
I really enjoy the conversation though. I did gain a better insight everytime I speak with someone older and WISER. Yeaps, He has loads of experience - Wiser.

I was telling him if Only I was born 10 years earlier, way back 1993 - Booming era and money was earned by many Singaporeans.

Inventions, Creations, Ideas, INnovation.

Sunday is indeed a slacking day - Staying at home, rot, nuah, shake leg, exercise my fingers through blogging, resting my butt and sleeping till late noon until the sun pierced through and best thing? NOONE will disturb me.

Yes..Just me and my lovely 'Darling' (B.E.D)

Was speaking to my Mum and watching TV with her. So enjoyable :)

She is a woman who can really share alot and always updated with current affairs. She was telling of SMU graduates setting up own Business. Yeah, I know she have intentions for me to purpose to assist her. I will but not now.

I told her abt the cab driver and she promise if 1 year later, the cashflow permits she will send me there to study.

I take her word. Hopefully! hehee..If can't, I shall do as planned.

Spidey Posted by Hello

A rainbow to end my day
6:53 PM


Saturday, July 10, 2004

Not in the mood for............ BIRTHDAYS!::

Okie GImme a break can? How come everyone is inviting me to their birthdays? even kindergarden friends! :\

Clarify!!!!! Not that I am anti-social (Maybe a lit') but the point of getting to know people and asking "how's Life?" Makes me feel very drained out.

Someone told me b4: "it takes great effort to get to know someone" I so so so so agree.

Forgive me if I missed reunion gatherings, Forgive me if I dun bother to contact U, Forgive me if each of us are busy in our own lives. But what really matters is:


You are always in my heart, I promise! really! (Did i Just lie? NOPE!)

Okie Birthday Babies, Wish you all a happy birthday and thanks for invitation and whether I am coming, PENDING :)

4 July - Jasper and Pi Leong
10 July - Kian Boon Birthday Chalet
17 July - Alex Lo Birthday BBQ
22 July - Aik Yen Birthday
31 July - Hazel Birthday Chalet

************ Take note: I am so sick of my blogskin SOO gonna revamp soon. Stay Tune for another Great Blaster in Lynette's Blog (sounds like advertisement, cool ;)*************************


A rainbow to end my day
6:16 PM


Make it Easier, Please?::

At 5.57pm now I am in the office. My working hours are from 9am - 3pm today on a freaking SATurday.

This morning got SLAMMED AND DAMNED by one of my colleagues. Ang-Moh colleagues are Never NICe to work with. They complain, complain and complain and only know how to have high demands but no reflection on themselves.

I never had a chance to rebuke back. The issue: The simplest minor thing you can think of. Some client commented Sales consultant have SUCKY follow-ups, SUCKY customer service. I followed up with the client and I send him all the emails but he maligned NOPE U DIN

PROOF OF INNOCENCE. SILENCE but juz a reply 'Thanks'

Guess what? He is not a superior. Hierarchy here is Super FLAT, No Levels to compete on.
Everyone is the same so where's my share of fairness here?

Today is definitely SAtisfaction: closed another 2 sales today.
My heart goes Give it to me BAby! Uh-Huh UH-hUh Yes Baby!

Seems mad but comparing sales and marketing-
Let's bring it to this level

Marketing deals with output, spends the money. Everything based on market historical data, assumptions and estimations. At the end of the day, things don't tally: Marketers get the SHIT!

Sales Deals with input, Earns the money. To company's advantage. Excellent frontline exposure. Commission $$$$$ :P Communication crucial and we jus need to polish our asses


Oh yes...It's true peeps. Sales will get the shit when quotas are not met but rewards we gain as well.

Sales is a gift, Marketing is creating the gift.

I rather be the person to benefit rather than being the creator.

Reality bites... Live with it


lalalalalalalalalallalalalalaa But I sitll rather Marketing! Hohoo *Boo*







A rainbow to end my day
5:58 PM


Quizzes

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Quizzes::

365
You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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heartsick
You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.


What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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pure
Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.


What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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Aua Marine Mermaid
You are the Aqua Marine Mermaid. You are pure and
brave. Strong and True. Your best freind is
your seahorse, your steed. You have fought many
battles in your own life and in the sea. No
matter what challenge you overcome it.
Congratulations there are very few of you.
Would you rate my quiz for I am brave too?


What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
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mermaid
Mermaid:
Mermaids, similar to Centaurs, have a torso of a
human and the body of a fish. You are curious
yet reserved in your actions. You like to have
fun but never at the expense of others and you
never roughouse. You love water and the
creature in it and feel it is your job to make
sure they stay safe.


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Purple info
Your Heart is Purple


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Tests to do and got it from Duan's Blog. Quite cool :)

A rainbow to end my day
1:32 AM


Chill, Freeze, Soft::

Chill -
Met up with ANjira for a dinner. If you are reading this, It was great fun talking to you :) You are so straightforward, so freedom of speech talking to you, no qualms at all.

As mentioned, Never forget the way you scolded in Hokkien the other time. She heard it, I also heard it hor!

Thanks for sharing your opinion of what a newage woman should be.

All for the PLANNING PLANNING PLANNING.

You are an independent woman and that will allow you to go far. Next time strike big, don't forget the share a small portion of your pizza with me hor...hehe *like real* I will strike BIG before you! :P

All for the UPGRADING, WORKING, ENJOYMENT.

Yeah...Live life to the fullest.

Yeah... Youthfulness only live once

Yeah... While the brain and momentum is there, pursue it

Yeah.. All for the MONEY


Got time come out and CHILL again.

Last Encouragement: Your singing and driving skills ROCKS! *lied*

Freeze -

Work work work...BoORing zz So many requests, SO much effort to get 1 sale, SO many competitions, So Many Complaints, So lit' Money, SO lit' Time, SO many things to do, So many Demands, SO lit' supply, So inefficient system, So EFFECTIVE WORKER - ME la! *Bites*

13 July, my course for Certificate in Visual Communication gonna commence. Damn so excited. I can't wait to learn skills I have always wanted to. Damn sure I will work hard *reminder reminder reminder*

Motivation Drive Determination

Opportunity. I Hope not to lose any. I hope to pursue career with Studies. Can I?

SO many alternatives but don't know the best pathway.

KS - Scare to lose, Scare of the wrong choice and regret forever!

****** Research mode for more information **********

I hope I can FREEZE time, FREEZE my life, FREEZE anything to gain control.

I have finally FREEZE the 'relationship' to let heart sort things out.
Status: FROZEN HEART

Soft -

How many of you do watch HAI YOU MING TIAN 9pm?

Maybe I am a TV freak but ever since I worked, I am lazy to catch up with TCS TV Dramas until I worked for Mediacorp. I wanna observe how the kids act and How difficult it is to be accomplished. It take great efforts and interests for the kid to act.

I watched ever since the 1st episode and of coz, I missed a few ones as well.

Everytime I watched, I will cry at least 1 time!

" Look! Che Che Lynette Crying again " My heartless sister who was teasing me.

I really think the show really touched my heart, moved me to tears.

Their convincing acting, Their devastasting Storyplot, Their cries, Their fading Smile, Their 'never say die' attitude, Their deaths, Their will to live on... OMG

What's worst is.... Some of them are TRUE stories....


*BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO*











A rainbow to end my day
12:53 AM


Saturday, July 03, 2004

Gimme the mood::

I feel terrible, horrible..... I felt obliged.... struggling externally and discovering internally

Love is no charity - HELL do I noe this sentence so well at the back of my head

Going against my heart conscience, I am just letting things go their way. I thought,
"Let Nature takes it course." How naivE!


I wanna chant to myself, " TO tell the truth and hurt the person is better to tell a lie 4ever and live in guilt 4ever. "

I fear. Fear to miss the best thing in my life. Fear to lose someone who love me the most.

He told me, "I dun mind to love you without your love in return. U will regret if you ever let go of me when U look back. ASk urself, can anyone else treat you this way like the way I do again?"

He prickled my guilt and addressed the question going thru in my mind. Clever Him but juz not convincing enough.

Unfair, Selfish, Self-centred - yaps, I tried and I failed. Human Err. Mistake had been made. I gotta make things right.

I just hope I will gain the strength day by day to reveal, to cause the hurt ONCE AND FOR ALL.

Because in the end I know I just want to be with the one I love...

A rainbow to end my day
8:08 PM


Friends ::

What can be more fun than spending with a bunch of good gal friends - Gossiping, Bitching, Shopping, Laughing, Crapping, Singing, Teasing?

What can be more wise than seeking an advice from someone who can offer something close to their heart? ONline friends, friendster friends - U noe me,I noe U. Hi-bye friends, childhood friends, secondary sch friends, poly mates


They made my life.


Thanks to all my goodie friends, those who support my blog and those who came into my life even for once and whether you stay or not, accept my sincere thanks.


I remembered I received an sms before:
Love asked friendship, " WHy do you exist when I already did? "
friendship replied, " To leave a smile where you left tears "
:)






A rainbow to end my day
8:00 PM


Friday, July 02, 2004

Yummy noodles from HongKong Posted by Hello

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1:42 AM


Hongkong Deserts! Posted by Hello

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1:41 AM


Taipei Airport Posted by Hello

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1:41 AM


Doggies in Hongkong. Cost about SGD500 only! Posted by Hello

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1:39 AM


In the Business Class. Heh! Posted by Hello

A rainbow to end my day
1:38 AM


I've learnt today in 9pm Channel 8 drama 'Hai you ming tian'

It always make me cry and touched. Very sad....

Ou Xuan said "If it's meant to be yours, it will be yours. If it's not meant to be yours eventually it will also leave you"

True.....


But I believe we must learn to grab our happiness.

Make things happen, don't wait for things to happen


A rainbow to end my day
1:30 AM


::: It's Touching :::

Someone emailed me and I was indeed SURPRISE to receive his email. If you are reading this now, I wanna thank you - for caring me almost a year. I dunno what I feel is gratitude, feelings from the past, friendship but all I know - I will not forget.

I find it pretty amusing reading how we met, how we got to know each other better, how misunderstandings resolved, how we spend some time together, How I felt for you and How you felt for me.

It's been a year and U wanna celebrate a non-existent "1 year anniversary"?

Sometimes I think back all that I have done, the words I have spoken, the thoughts that run through my head and not forgetting the smses I ignored. I feel bad and Maybe I told you... U will wear off someday, finding no reason to continue.

I really admired your preservance. I really do!!!!! I think you are the guy who is so persistent but yet not a pest.

I dunno what to say when you express once all over again. I can't be selfish. I will not avoid you because I cherish you as a friend. You don't deserve this...

I wanna thank you - Thanks for the encouragement, Thanks for waiting up, Thanks for the endurance, Thanks for being there for me, Thanks and a Million more Thanks YC

I wanna say Sorry - Sorry for the hurtful remarks I once said, Sorry for not coming when you were drunk, Sorry for ignoring you, Sorry for being harsh, Sorry to be ignorant when U tell me words you pluck courage from, Sorry for Loving me....

Friendship and Love - A thin red line. I rather be your closest friend ever

Feelings died and U told me U wanna revive like before?

To be frank, I am not a gal who like someone and forget.
U had a place in my heart once and I do miss the days talking on the phone with U but unfortunately, there's something call TIME & OPPORTUNITY. It allow memories and feelings to fade. It allows it to knock once. forsaken and forgotten.

U had the courage, U are bold but for me? I lack to give the chance....






A rainbow to end my day
1:05 AM


Thursday, July 01, 2004

Last but not least, enjoy the blog Music I have replaced.

Read the lyrics below and enjoy.

ONe of my all time fave song that is also closed to my heart before once.

My faith for Love has not die down but the mind overules the heart more :)

我 的 白 马 王 子 呢?

A rainbow to end my day
2:09 AM


::: Love :::

Defined? To be loved or to Love - boTh Blessed but can we have best of both worlds?

Maybe Some could find their happiness now, I know some are smiling :) Happy for ya...

All this while - I ask myself? Ask the past... ASk the present, Living through the memories, Living the past me - Reviving him, Realising Him and Finally Releasing Him. Maybe even Regretting Him. Yaps REGRET - To know or even to let him go......

Trauma in the night, Strong in the day. People do have their Ups & Downs - Mind you we are all humans with Loads of feelings. Gers - soft, devoted, rekindling, giving up? HOw we Wish

All Along - I wanna be, I wish I could find a guy who could give me all the love in this world, from the heart, from his words, from his actions, from his eyes and from his kisses and hugs. Perfection - Too tough to seek for. What a wonderful world can this be?

He thought I watched too much dramas, read too much novels, living in a fairytale where princesses and princes have a happy ending, facing imaginations dreaming of what ideal lovers should be. Ultimately, I become the big big fool... Stepping out to face reality -The guy I love most is never gonna be.

Maybe I left or He left because NEEDS UNFULFILED. Nuff Said to end a relationship isn't it?

Ironic Life. Standing by a contradiction - I meet the 2nd person in my love story. The guy who could take the sun for me, pluck the moon for me, allowing for fantasies to exist, believe in fairytales and making them come true in my lit' world.

He was nothing to me. N.O.T.H.I.N.G. Place in the mind but not in the heart.

Whose the ONE? The one we loved most in the heart but could not give the same like you do or the one whom loved you the most?

Yeaps. You must be thinking, "Ger, You are only 20. Quarter-life experience. noone is the ONE, noone can loved you the most, noone can you loved the most because you have others to continue later part of life."

Is that true? But Why there are people who is seeking all their life and do not know where they are heading? But why are there people who look back & turn back? But why are there people who chose to go in circles and came back to square one?

Are there SIGNS to make the decision easier? For god's sake, Save the time, save the hurt, save the love. Heart has limited spaces. Love is precious.

Immune from hurt. Became Indifferent, heartless, tearless - someone I never knew when so deeply in love in the past.

He did not change me. I changed.

I am in no mood for love. I do not deny - Reason from the past. I can't give my best now. I don't wish to travel far far far and fly up high and realise I am back to where I come from. The Neverending story - I want to move on and when I do, I know the right one is here to stay

我这样是坚强 还是忘了爱的勉强 [if you can't view the chinese character, U can select VIEW>ENCODING>UNICODE or it just simply means Am I being strong or has forgotten Love's stubbornness]








A rainbow to end my day
1:41 AM


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