Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Lesson of the week:Wat do U wan ?

WHAT DO WOMEN WANT? (^.^) When I was a young woman, all I wanted was a guy with big muscles. So I dated a muscular guy. He was as strong as Terminator, but he beat up any other guys who would stare at me. I was afraid he would hit me too. So I dumped him when he was in jail. I decided to date a romantic guy. He was so sweet:he sent me flowers every Friday to my office just to ask me out; one time he packed himself into a box as my birthday gift.But he was also romantic to other girls until I found out in a florist that he ordered 5 dozens roses each Friday. It was too late, he already dumped me. So I decided to date a stable guy. He was a "good" man and he had a Ph.D from MIT. But all he talked with me was M/M/1 Queuing theory. I had to dump him because when one day I said I was going to Australia, he said you don't need to go there to buy apples. There's a grocer across the street." After that I decided to date an interesting guy. He was so funny and he was like "George" in TV Steinfield. He made me laugh all time.But later,I couldn't laugh any more. He didn't have a job,nor did he plan to find one.All he did was playing Mahjong and "Cho Dai Di".The worst thing is that we got married. -------------------------------------------------------------------------

WHAT DO GUYS WANT (^_^) When I was in JC, all I wanted was a girl with big boobs. So I dated a girl with big boobs, but there was no passion. So I decided I needed a passionate girl. In University, I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional.Everything was an emergency,she cried all the time. So I decided I needed a girl with some stability and I found a very stable girl. But she was so boring, she never got excited about anything. So I decided I needed a girl with some excitement. There, I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her.She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She was directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some ambition. After graduation,I found an ambitious girl and married her. She was so ambitious, she divorced me and took everything I owned. -------------------------------------------------------------------------

So what do you want? Many times, people just go after what they want their ideal partner to be.And they neglect other qualities the person has. Chasing after what you want is never ending and may not come to a good end.So cherish what you have and appreciate what they are. Accept them as they are. Only then, you can learn and love each other better

A rainbow to end my day

12:16 AM

Sunday, August 29, 2004

SUnday is a Powerful day! =D

Went Jogging After been so long I went to the Gym in June.

This time round I've decided to jog near my house from Telok Kurau Park. I had no particular aim today juz wish to burn some fats and to test out how stamina level has become.

Not that I am super athlete nor am I super sprinter. I am not like some sporty ger always running and jogging But at least 2 times a month (If I am free).

This Jog, Seems more than a Jog to me. I walked to Telok Kurau Park and was amazed by the huge crowd of family and children there. Spending time playing badminton, playing soccer, bball and children by the playground.

Reminds of my childhood days in Laguna Park and playing adult roles like waitress, cinderella, mother, pregnant lady, barbie dolls & so much more... U name the characters during childhood, we did it

We use to push prams to the playground and wearing up like the role we are suppose to act out. We were Walt Disney's fans and we will play Princesses in the story by getting the outfit from Toy's'rus and made a pact to meet at this place so and so. We got so many playsets of barbie dolls and house where we pretend to tell a story in their lives.haha Childish? I say it's Innocent :)
Those were the days. Now? I guess kids will be hook to their computers.

That was juz the beginning. As I started to run, I start to think and feel like I am in the roads of my life. Okie Not acting chim here but My mind was running thoughts.

I realised I lost the stamina to jog as long as possible. I jogged with not much determination then I halt. I halt feeling breathless. I was curious. All along I will run along the canal connector and stop to turn back to telok Kurau Park.

I decided to change my route for once. Since I have not much heart to run, make as well just walk a long distance, as much as my legs could bring me to.

As I walked and jogged when I feel like, I pass by people. I love to observe how people's way of lifestyle and by the way of their actions, sometimes U can tell somethings. I pass by Buildings. Schools, Condos, Private Houses. Some are magnificient and I could see people's lives inside. Some playing the piano, the violin, some laughing, some having quarrels, some having BBQs, Some burning hell paper.

It's like LIFE.. U meet different kinds of people, people in sorrow, people in glee. U tend to stop and see. U learn in the process. But I continue to walk. Though not really jogging but it's Slow but steady. I fasten my pace if I feel I need it. I been through obstacles like Dogs' Shit -_-" But I shun in time. I been through Competition when people pass by me running with speed. I've seen people pressured by me. When I run, They follow suit. People smile, People sweating & breathless but still preserving. People around me spurring me on.

From Telok kurau connector to Siglap Park Connector (St Pat's) to Marine Parade Connector (CHIJ and VJC), I realise there's a bridge. when I cross to the other side, I realise I reached East Coast Park. Happy Destination! But did I expect the ending? Nope. I did not have a destination. The Journey was worthwhile. It made me discover new things when I tried something new. I then realise ECP is so near my hse! (SWAKU)
Next time can go there and relax often without any transportation.

ECP was like a 'paradise' to me. I was glad I keep going on.
In Life, That's what it's all about. Moving On, Spur On, Compete On, Observe On, Learn On and at the end, U achieved On not because on others but on urself because...

Life is like a jog, U rulez the game only ;D

A rainbow to end my day

11:32 PM

Dynamite Reunited with Mr Roger Lee and his daughter! Cool like national Day - Red & white! hahaa

Another group emerged in Poly which is on par with RSCEL's importance. I guessed it's all fated.
Being in Dynamite, made us grow closer and of coz, developed a friendship with our eve.

Eve was from another group in class and through Dynamite, we are brought together as one. I never forgot the times spent in SIM National Management Game. Spending time together after school and working as a team, achieving, winning the victory.

No amount of money can buy me that experience. ever.
Who would have thought 4 simple minded (Okie maybe Ryan is not) students could come together and create such a history?

Of coz, not forgetting Mr Roger Lee who was assisting us in the game and giving us the encouragement. He's a really nice teacher and a nice man. Always so kind and benevolent. Very fatherly and a great mentor. Dynamite always so grateful. Truly appreciate.

Reminiscing the times shared from 8 - 5pm in SIM brings me loads of memories and lessons to be learnt.

A rainbow to end my day

3:32 AM

RScel Rulez! So Important to me >.<

RSCEL basically means Ryan, Shirly, Cindy, Elaine and Lynette

It was born in Year 2 Human Resource Management (HRM) Travel project. Rscel was helleva ride in Poly. Hehe.. Not trying to booast but Man, I am really proud of RSCEL :)

Though we are last minute workers but we produce quality works and of coz, with capable management inside >.<

Had our hard times during project but still, work aside we are still friends. My proudest achievements. Never did I regret to join Singapore Polytechnic Marketing and knowing them.

Now we are busy with our own stuffs, we still make the effort to meet up and our officer Ryan can be so busy to neglect us sometimes :(

hehe.. But nevertheless, Can't live without them!

A rainbow to end my day

3:30 AM

Rara Bday with the Beautiful Flowers surrounded!

Yeaps! It's Our dearest Ryan aka Rara birthday. don't U envy him? :P
Cindy, Amanda,Elaine, Eve, Shirly, Me. My closest gal friends.. hehe

15 August 2004. Went to Downtown East and celebrate this 'joyous' occasion with a lit' sweet sweet revenge...

We gave him a Timex Watch and of coz, We saboh him with confettis & also telling him to swallow some guuuuuuuweee stuffs. Well-planned manz.. hehee

So much for the ger's plan, the worst was his camp mates ambush him one place, lift up his shirt and throw ketchup and leaves on his body. OMG! hahaa.. very amusing.... *saddist* at least for once! hehee

A rainbow to end my day

3:29 AM

Thursday, August 26, 2004

SUn set

Thought this is a Beautiful Picture I wanna share with all of you :)
It describes how My heart feels. Setting amongst the clouds, forming rays spreading out. At least the feeling describes it. Sun shine days seems to be over. The sun is coming down on me.

Nope, I am not sad or whatsoever. It's juz that going thru an emotional burden inside my heart that I am trying to know. I fear. Fear I can't give my all to another relationship. Fear to give my all to commitment. Fear to Love again. Because of this Psychological Setback running through my mind, I fear to move on. Always telling myself again & again: I can only love once. I am devoted. I can't forget.

Wonder how people define LOVE. Do they really mean it? Does he really mean it? Does he know what's LOVE all about? Can it be acquired without going thru a relationship but juz out of admiration from a distance?

Relationshiphoblic - A term I juz made it up in less than a min. It juz simply means Relationship Phobia. Yaps, U told me not to think so much. I can't help it. Mind synchronizing with the heart. Finally the mind took control. For the better or the worse? Heart becomes cold-hearted, frozen. Mind become logical and thinking far: Goals? Compatibility? Demands? Freedom? Money? Career?

My dearest friend, Elaine says I am strong. I can be cool about break-ups and getting hurt. Ya manz... How come? I've hurt someone and I can even laugh it out. I thought I am pretty serious about 'LOVE' and about 'Commitment'? I can be loyal but Do I really love the person? Maybe not. Then why start in the first place?

Deafening. I can barely hear the heartbeat that I feel when I love someone - I thought I did.
Dumbness. I can barely speak out loving words, type out words that could make someone so happy - words coming out because I mean it and typing out because U know U do feel this way.
Blind-fold - Like walking through a journey without watching the steps. The blind leading the blind. No purpose & juz following. Following the norm, the flow... Can't see the sunshine but can feel the heat.

Overall, losing the senses beyond control.

My friends say "SELFISH" and I juz wanna be loved. I do feel for that someone but I juz dun feel the urge to do anything or be with that someone. Have or not doesn't make a difference. Like a companionship perphaps. Friends can do it as well isn't it? I see my friends loving so deeply, so dearly, so whole-heartedly. reminds me of the past when I did but I juz can't find back the feeling I used to look forward.

Maybe he's gone that's Why? He forgot to return my heart?

Can someone Teach me how to love someone again? And I hereby emphasizing using the .............HEart..............

A rainbow to end my day

2:16 AM

New Challenges!

Yeah time to update my blog.. Always been telling myself : Today I am doing so & so and my list of things definitely include updating my blog because I guess I have some supporters *Glee* *Geez* *Slurp*

SO what's with Life now?

Let's go one at a time, going slow and be sure U be attentive reading this long chunk of information about dearest Lynette, ever ever happening life :)

Work?
My position: Operations & Marketing Executive
Company: Aw Boon Haw Pte Ltd

Let's not give myself too much credits because however it's only 3 days working there but I kinda like the peacefulness, calmity, independence and the own space to work in the company.
I realise it's a new job scope dealing with the web, E-commerce marketing, Working with the Manager for Marketing & A/P activities, Maintaining the web server.

I really like my colleagues though they are always not around. Okie 2 sales executives, 1 Manager (I will be under her), Boss, Secretary, Receptionist. I felt really welcome in the company especially by Irene (Sales Exec) & Priscilla (Manager). I feel that the company dynamics are really very different from my ex co. Corporate culture are different worlds apart.

Why so? Because American Academic Alliance is a US based co. and we adopt American Culture, style of working and not forgetting Americans slang and very American Indeed. Learn alot as well. Learn to be bold, Learn to fight for own rights, Learn to be westernised. When I first into the company, Everyone seems to have a BIG sign on their Face : DUN COME NEAR ME UNTIL U R PROVEN. They are wary. Yes, Noone can blame them. Of coz, Working there for a year I managed to break the ice and most importantly, Earning the respect and not demanding for it.

In Aw Boon Haw Pte Ltd, you gotta make a BIG MAJOR switch in values and philosophies. If anyone would noe about the history of Aw Boon Haw, Aw Boon Haw is connected with Haw Par Villa and Tiger Balm but no longer is now. long long story and I dun wish to go in depth for that.
Dealing with Act-Q-Patch which is a FMCG company, I have new challenges and of coz, Man I am so excited to go with the flow. The company has a deep Chinese Culture and I respect it. It only reminds me of my chinese roots and to be chinese (Though I am not used to it in the past).

Guess the learning grounds have no boundaries. My job can be relax but can be tough.
I always believe it's how you look at things to be difficult, unachievable or bored.
You gotta reflect and fight for things U feel it's not working out.
No use to reprimanding, blaming on others or relying on luck.
Unless things come to an end, Unless things are really unworkable, Noone should give up or even saying : Nope I can't do it.

It's all in the mind, the attitude and the drive.

I saw my friend's nick in MSN (Actually my ex colleague) and thought it's really meaningful:

"The most embarassing thing is to see others doing it when You thought it's impossible"

A rainbow to end my day

1:44 AM

Wassup with Life?

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Dunno Why I juz can't get to sleep recently or Maybe I juz dun wish to sleep.

I juz wanna let my thoughts running with Imaginations with Ideas with reflections of the past, present and future.

Really cool to be at this time of the night with my Mp3 playing in the background. Just me and my computer.

Dun need to think abt anything in specific. reading other people's blogs, gaining a further insight, gaining a better perspective of life and a lit' of other people's lives.

SO much to say, undescridable, abundant with only a limited space online trying to attract one's attention and it can only go on so far.

I wish I can just make use of one day to realise, to discover and have a clearer understanding of what I want in everything and making the best decision.

So far yet so near. Seems like time is not waiting for me. So Much to learn, So little time, So much to experience but with limit boundaries.

Read many inspiration books recently and it juz kept me wondering without a conclusion, without an end.

Recently, I am worrying, Not for nothing but with a reason. I am sure the person who is reading this now know why.. Wonder How I can make things better, Wonder How I can help. Problems without solutions can be frightening because it will juz come back to haunt. Endless Comparisons, Facing people luckier and happier than you can be hard but nevertheless, here's one advice to all and especially to her (Yes, Compliments from Alwyn's Blog)

"Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offerin Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems."

I am glad U pour out to me, allowing me to understand :) U noe we genuinely care. Please remember that.
How bad things can be, remember you have many people to turn to and hands to grab you from the deep pitt.

Rest Assure. Peace and Calm. Embrace N breathe ^.^

I am looking forward to a new day, A new beginning, A new faith, A new chapter of our lives and I hope everyone is to as well

A rainbow to end my day

2:23 AM

Update Updating Updated

I accepted the job offer of Aw Boon Haw and I realised they actually deal with Tiger Balm and other medicine upcoming from China and Hongkong.

Thanks for all the valuable advices and people who tried to analyse for me here and there. Though I have an answer at the back of my head, I went against it! haha Contradicting

My Paps is right. He is the ultimate decision maker. Being a father, His words seem to carry more weight and of coz, to boost his ego as the male maker and the only one in the family. I do respect him in a way (If he makes sense too)

He told me that I am still young. I have intentions to further my studies later. Why not try for something that is diverse from what I always do? Sales, True to some extend I do enjoy it. Meeting all kinds of people. I am not afraid of hardwork but he says without a license, outdoor sales can be demoralising and pretty tough. Yeapies, I am his dearest daughter. Spoilt as hell. He fail to imagine I can endure such hardwork. But hey, for the money of coz I can!

Not scare of losing this opportunity, he guarantees without even knowing about the company nor even how the job functions. Great air he's carrying but he seems to know everything under his fingertips. Mind you, He's my father =D

My mum is a follower. Everything the boss says, she say 'Ya true' and then 'Upto U la!'

So okie went to the office, Met up with June. Nice elegant lady with only 'A' levels but Successful. Managerial Post calling the shots. We chatted like friends (Duh..She knew What she was expecting from me) She told me to report for work on Monday.

5 days work! WeeeEeEEEE time to enhance my social life, Enhance my all-time wanna-diet-but fail plan, Spend time with my family and perphaps a lit' enjoyment in life: Slack zzzz

A rainbow to end my day

1:53 AM

Friday, August 20, 2004

Girls are still Girls.

1. BF : What do you want to eat??

GF : Anything will do......

BF : Ok, chicken rice then.

GF : But I don't feel like having rice leh....

BF : Ok, mee goreng then.....

GF : Don't want, too oily.....

BF : Fishball noddle soup....

GF : Yeeeee...So plain....

BF : Then what you want???

GF : Anything lor.......

2. Me: What do you don't want to eat? Rice or Noodles?

Wife: Er..don't want rice

Me: Ok, so anything with noodles is fine?

Wife: Yes

Me: Soup or dry?

Wife: Anything

In the end, we still couldn't find out what she really wants.

Another scenario when going shopping with girl,

girl: (holding up two clothes) which one is nice?

boy: the blue one looks nicer

girl: is it? I thought the black one is more classy

boy: I agree, take the black one then

girl: But then, the blue one looks quite nice too

boy: yeah

girl: which one is better ?

if boy answer 'black', girl will say he keeps changing his mind and never shows sincererity and care if boy answer 'blue', girl will say, " told you that the black one looks more class" But no matter what the boy says, the girl will eventually choose the one she has already decided beforehand. A lot of the times, the girl might even put the two clothes back (after extensive trying) and says not interested anymore. really don't know what she wants.

This is quite true but not totally. Not all the time girls are like this. I am not always like this :)

AGREE GALS OUT THERE WHO ARE READING THIS?!!

A rainbow to end my day

5:21 PM

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Falling STars

Wish Upon a Star

These great photographs are taken by Mr Shaun Chua! hahaa.. Famous? I believe one day.

He has a whole album of his good works but I have extracted 2 of my favourites. I love stars and as well as things that are star-shaped including star fruits! :P what a star sucker I am...

I feel these fireworks look like stars... falling stars and metaphors... SImply enchanting, Simply eye-catching. Damn! I missed the last fireworks from Hongkong. I believe from the photographs, they are the best.

What was I doing? Sleepingzzzzzz -_-"

Beautiful sights in a beautiful blog of a beautiful ger... hahaa...Nahz..Juz crappingz >.<

A rainbow to end my day

7:16 PM

Grass Pasture with cows

This is done by someone special >.<

I find it very cute so I wanna post it here.......

kekeke

A rainbow to end my day

7:08 PM

Left & found.

Okie.. I left the recruitment job because the boss got prejudice against me.

Oh well, I've to be forgiving so let's not talk about it anymore. However, If you wish to seek for jobs, you can still continue to send your resume to jobs@avenuejobs.com.sg :)

I was seeking for jobs these few days and it was pretty tiring and I am untaunted, always full of drive and I had to get rid of this fear in me. Fear of competition. Fear of reliance. Fear of despise.

It was worthwhile. I have 2 job offers and I am in a dilemma:
1. Eguide Advertising Sales executive - Outdoor sales with corporate companies. Selling online business directory and priority listing. They provide transportation, Hp allowance, sponsoring my Laptop and even if I left the company, the laptop is for me to keep. I love to do presentations, I love to meet people, I love sales! GoOoOoOooOoD mOney :P

2. Aw Boon How Operations Executive - Marketing & Sales Support, E-commerce, Desigining of product's catalogues and liaising with the regional offices in America & Hongkong. No sales involve. Deskbound job. The office is beautifully decorated. Simply lovely. Modern style and spaced out. Nice environment. Quiet and serene with water fountains in the background.

Eguide chose 20 executives for training for 2 weeks 26 August - 8 Sept. Aw Boon How chose 1 only and lucky me. Have to be very initiative and must be a fast learner.

Oh dear..... What should i do? Aw Boon How tell me to give them answer tomorrow. I have signed the letter of appointment with Eguides.

A rainbow to end my day

6:48 PM

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Animal Test --> click here to try urs now!

You are Green Cheetah, who has a mysterious and fantastic atmosphere around you. You look a romantic sort of a woman, but you are really short tempered and will move on straight to your ideals. You are passionate and don not like to loose. You are not just a person who goes for your dreams, you can also think about profit and loss. You will not disregard your interest to emotional likes and dislikes. You are a hard working person, but can be little too nagging and are too self-confident about your ability. You may be seen as strong-minded person.You can approach aggressively to your objective and ideals, using your energy and natural instinct. But you should not forget kindness and consideration for others.You may pursue financial gains and material things at first, but gradually you will start to seek for spiritual things. When this happens, it will be a tuning point in your life, and you will be able to think more peacefully. With your spiritual fulfillment, you will gain materially too.You seek something you lack yourself in men. Only those who are smart and active can stick up with you. Once married, you will control your husband, and be a nagging wife.

I think it's true to some extent but bad points are untrue :P

A rainbow to end my day

3:47 PM

The Spark of Life

I think this picture is really taken beautiful. A firework that reflects a SPARKs. It looks like a star... a star of hope, forever happiness and peace. Simply Lovely, Could not take my eyes off it. I thought just want to share with all of you.
With compliments from Mr Shaun Chua - Always a great photographer :)

Fireworks Night was memorable indeed.. We walked from somewhere beach road till esplanade and finally clifford pier. The view was bearable. It was pretty fun as well like what amanda says:

"Are we in an Amazing race or what?"

ohyeah.. There are so many people who wish to witness this event. Actually it's no big deal but just to feel the atmosphere, feel the celebration, feel the crowd roaring and most of all,
To feel our country's rejoice of 39th birthday.

I just wonder how come this year 39th birthday was such a bash - Concerts, Famous stars (to the teenagers as least), Fireworks (Not once, Not only Singapore but USA and HOngKong)?
My mama told me it's to celebrate Mr Lee Hsien Long taking over the PM post and because his sons and daughter love 5566 and those stars so he invited them over.

A lit' crapz eh? But I thought maybe it made sense too. Of coz, My mum make sense. Since young, I am been fed with her logics, her habits, her words and even her nags but Please dun inflict her Character on me! At least not her strengths but flaws.

It was rather enjoyable at Shirly's chalet laughing until my jaws ache - Thanks to Benjamin & George. I betcha the rest agree.

Was pretty shagged too.... It will be another showdown this weekend at Ryan's Bday Chalet.

Becoming fearful of chalets. I just miss my bed that's all :P

A rainbow to end my day

3:26 AM

happy Birthday AH ly! ;)

lalallaa....... RSCEL :D Big cake......

A rainbow to end my day

12:25 AM

Babes

A rainbow to end my day

12:23 AM

Beachies

A rainbow to end my day

12:23 AM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Happy birthday Shirly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This post dedicate to u... Must be freaking happy to see this eh!

Let us recall how we celebrated ur birthday in the past...
2000 - Just got to know you but marks our friendship.
We celebrated in foodcourt 5 where we bought a cake and with cream, we 'mark' our friendship on your dearest innocent face.

U then- Adidas Blue Shirt Gal, Sporting, Short hair, Chillipadiz, Ericsson big bulky Hp, dunno what's make up, dunno what's feminine, Kurt, Alan, realise how coincident about Daniel Yak :)

2001 - God...I am becoming Old... Can't remember *Oopsss*

2002 - Neither can I! hahaa....

Shirly is revolving ..Woo Hooooo

U next - Feminine, trim eye brow, Make-up, skirts, stressing over projects, did Consumer Behaviour Levis Jeans Project (S & L only :), Benjamin

2003 - Hah..Memorable one at ur auntie's place in CCK condo BBQ, thrown into the pool, Hp spoil, kana saboh.. Ehh Where's the fotos ar? :P

Happenings - Serendipidity birth, Dynamite reborn, MMIT strugglings, BD late nights & Complaints, RSCEL's victory, Graduation, working women, new guy for shirly on the block *wink*

2004 - Chalet, Chalet, Chalet at ECP... Laugh until jaws stuck, Shirly's new hairdo :) fireworks, sabohtage but girl, because U r so pop! new guy on the block joining us, photos will be ready soon :)

future? Mass Communications Degree, Successful Planner, Married with the guy of your dreams, Still practical, In the events' line, In our lit' business of deserts :P

but Guess what? The RSCEL spirit lives in us.... unless U wanna forsake us but the question is...

DO U BEAR TO?

A rainbow to end my day

2:15 AM

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

The Notebook

Enticed by this picture? Yeah! hahaha I bought The Notebook story book & is on my way to read this romantic novel before watching the movie. This way, I will appreciate the movie more and Geesshh Reading it brings so much more emotions, Nostalgic moments, Intensity and most of all, Imagination that I am just there watching the 2 lovers in 'action'

The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks has been my all time fave author ever since I read 'A walk to remember' also featured in the movies acted by Mandy Moore and some guy I can't rememeber the name.

I heard from my friend, Mr Patrick Huang (Proud to bring into this preview feature :P) that The wedding is the 2nd part to the Notebook. Cheers manz! But before that, Let me finish reading the Notebook -_-"

Okie, so WHAT THE HELL IS THE NOTEBOOK ALL ABOUT? How I noe?!!!! But I know GV has it all :) Here goes:

Based on Nicholas Sparks' best-selling novel, THE NOTEBOOK tells the achingly tender story of two young lovers whose passionis put to the test. Allie, elderly and ravaged by Alzheimer's, lives alone in a nursing home, the memory of her passionate youth all but lost. Duke, a fellow patient, reads to Allie the story of her life from her own tattered notebook. She and Noah fell in love in the 1940's, but her parents tore them apart. Years later, when fate brought them back together, she had to make a choice between her first love and a man she was betrothed to marry. Who did she choose? As the story unfolds, it is clear that Duke is more than a patient, and in her rare moments of clarity, Allie can see...Noah. Spanning six decades, this visually and emotionally sweeping romantic saga is a testament to the enduring power of love.

A rainbow to end my day

10:41 PM

New Job Happenings::

Okie Started out at Parkway Builders' Centre as a recruitment consultant

1st day Got really sick at work. Seems so unconvincing but I was really feel terrible with a blocked nose and a bad throat. No choice - I took a halfday

2nd day MC slept from 8pm til 12pm. Sensational. Not Human but PIG. Just me and my 'haystack'

Went for My classes though and learnt about DOTS. Innnnnnnnn teresting Innnnnnnn deed

3rd day Went for work. Dread it but Made it. Scrolling at Resumes the whole day and calling up candidates. It was then I realise HR positions can be tough. Recruitment are pretty judgemental. Employers choose but mind you, Candidates choose too at this time of the economy.

Maybe sales Job worth considering but some jobs are well-demanded and high pay, they reject - I just wonder how well they can be in terms of Employability?

Some resumes striked me in terms of monetary. Some are earning as much as S$3600 per month with an N Levels and is an Account Manager. SO much for experience eh. Dun quote me.

Some resumes striked me in terms of Desperately changing line. Willing to give up a well-paid job of $2900 for a lower-paid job of $1700. Money is not everything?? Maybe. Let's short-list them then we count the penny and cents.

Receiving the emails like in speed of 5 per 5 minutes, U will realise how the singaporeans display Kiasuim - Applying for every single job (Relevant or Irrelevant, Trying their Damn freaking luck to my Own Expense of Browsing each and every one)

And, No discrimination offended here. Many Indians, Malays, Filipinos, Indonesians, Malaysians are out to fight for the rice bowls as well. In fact, TOo many but TOo Little got short-listed. Noooonooo, Don't point at me! I am Fresh Man but the Employers.

From here I realise AGE and EXPERIENCE counts sooooo much and sadly, SEXISM as well.

Oh well, All the best and if you want a job, feel free to go http://www.avenue.com.sg Doesn't help much but at least I am There to perphaps give you a hand???????

SO much for referral -_-"

A rainbow to end my day

10:07 PM

Monday, August 02, 2004

Embarassed and Sicko::

Weekends has been alrite for me. Went to work in mediacorp and deal with the rascals. It was pretty tiring that day because we got to bring the kids to 'Who wants to be a millionaire' studio.

It was then we realise, TV production can be so deceiving. The studio do not look as big as I thought it seems to be.

Was shagged at the end of the day. Was taking the bus home and sleeping on the seats - 45 mins ride home.

Then the most embrassing moment happened:
A group of athletes (Guys who are darn fit and sporty) came onto the bus and sit ard the seats I was sleeping and lazing on.

DUh! Do I realise hunks are around me? I was sleeping with my mouth wide open. I think if a frog jump in I also nv realise. Yeaps, I am beat tired.

Despite how I was immerse in my sleep, I realise people looking at me (Yes, My eyes was close but it's a woman instinct). I open my eyes and saw 4 pairs of eyes staring at me. DAMN!

Embarassed moment. I was so COOL manz.. I juz DIAOZ them and continue to 'Sleep' but deep inside, I am cursing and swearing.... " OH SHIT! OH NO... GIMME A HOLE! "

anD of coz I was careful abt how I slept. Maybe my sleeping posture looked attractive? Maybe the wind from the window gave me a sexy pose while sleeping? Maybe I chao geng? Maybe They were admiring me? Lolx......... *COnsoling myself*

Thats it manz....

Okie then wat's next? I think I got really burned out these few days because of working and late nights. I fell ill.

How was I to expect this? I was so happy, looking forward for the fireworks display and this had to happen. At first was sore throat then flu now fever.

Oh well, Tomorrow my 1st day of work so wanna be the best, look the best, feel the best.
1st impression must make an impact.

So What did I do? Slept the whole day. Just like a pig yeah Just like me.

Feeling energized. Feeling radiant. Ready for work tml. Here I am bloggin away getting ready for my dearest bed.

A rainbow to end my day

12:05 AM

A lit' treat from me

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Monday, August 02, 2004

Songs of Rainbow

Someday I will find it

The Rainbow connection

The Lovers, Dreamers

& me

The pot of gold at the end

Must go

Someone out here