with SMU classmates, Val and Kaiquan.. wowee thanks! :) but sianZ! look damn short there :( all the tall people.. sobz
rushing project nearing my birthday. this is sad but however, it's finally OVER!
yes, end of my NTU DAYS!
I finished my cores in NTU and going to Universeit of Maastricht to take my general electives.
I have decided to take 2 slack GEs, judging the passing rates and no. of exchange students taking them.
Gender differences in economics and management intro to human resource
hahaa generic indeed! I am going to work hard ok (but R&R too)
can't wait to travel to europe. may god bless my safety, family, my journey, my trip, my everything.
No, I am not a christian just GOD in general.
I love x'mas!!!! it's the time of the year again. I love pressies, the carols and orchard lightings are nice this year - snowflakes in blue.
It's scary how time flies. I have been browsing ard, checking out my friends' well being and so many things have changed. it's just yesterday, we were playing childhood, being forgiven as children doing the most nonsensical stuffs
then next moment, child bearing and bearing responsibilities in life. I just can't imagine what the future holds. seems too near yet too far.
been reading about philosophies from the book, "Sophie's world" interesting but alot of depth that I can't take it sometimes. ya, i prefer the brainless and more close to heart like personally MINE
psp, surfing, blogging, facebooking.
as my blog suggest, embrace n breathe.
recently a sad news that my mummy's brother (my uncle) is diagnosed with liver cancer and had 3 to 6 more weeks to live in the advanced stage.
how come it was not discovered earlier?
Just as I thought with today's advanced technology, that seems so unaccepted. I mean, this is the 20th century!
we read and realised it has NO SYMPTOMS and will only show in the advanced stage. you mean THAT'S IT? life is just shrinking responsibility.needed a reason badly. his skin colour changed, eyes change, stomach bloated, lost appetite.
Though I am not very close with him, I broke down. my mum loved him dearly. she was by his side all day.
where's his 3 sons and wife?
WORK. EXCUSES.
where's FILIAL PIETY? come, let's talk about WILL AND MONEY 1st
I saw him and broke down again. frugal because of fear.
fear of losing the loved ones. how it may strike to me one day. yes, people don't live forever but has he live his life to the FULLEST? is it FULFILED? is he HAPPY?
then again, who doesn't want his family by his side?
I thought of my grandmother again. she appeared in my dreams, within my soul,living in my heart.
when I had exams and feeling stress, she appear with a smile somewhere in the night :)
with tears dried up on my pillows. embraced.
If I had done bad things, I asked for forgiveness and hope all will be well.
for now, I'm really counting my blessings.
I may not be the richest but I don't starve. I may not be the most successful but I am not living aimlessly. I may not be the prettiest but I am accepted by those around me. I may not be the best lover but I am blessed to be loved by him, family and friends.
I am fortunate I guess. I am a Singaporean so don't think I am that naive and simple based on my post.
irony really, I have HIGH expectations and competitive too. But one's thing for sure: I am HIGHLY optimistic and I hate being unappreciated.
so, do me a favour - don't bring me down. ya, I can't take criticisms :P
self reflections really, I must keep my promises and do what I always wanted to do.
the new yr resolutions that are always on the list!
hello, any people who wish to back me up? monetary or moral support also can
A rainbow to end my day
11:02 PM
Songs of Rainbow
Lynette is the composer of her life
Someday I will find it
Scorpion
23 years of laughter
Driven by hopes, Love and Dreams
Want an exciting Life, daring & bold
