ok, it's 3.50am and I just finish my e-lecture for accounting 2.
IT WAS THE LONGEST LECTURE I'VE EVER LISTENED.
from 10.30pm till now.
geez! so much for the LAGGINESS - buffering, buffering, buffering
finally did it. YEAPS! I am a gd student ok, waking up my dreamy idea.
learned so much in the last 8 hours that I bitched with nneth on the phone from 1am to 1.35am.
TRUST me, I am DESPERATE to bitch to him even how much he sounds bored & so very unreceptive.
eventually he gave the response I wanted though. "hey U noe what happen?!!" "I DON'T KNOW, OF COZ I DUNNO LA! HOW WOULD I KNOW!!!!!!!"
I HAve to blog. must blog i am so excited blogging abt my BITCHINS' here goes:
1. This is THE meritocracy world. results matter. you are the top gun and you get the top shots. what the hell! how about street-smarts. do the top executives even know about the apprentice - what makes?
so tell me, I got Bs and Cs and NAHZ, I am so-not cut out for the working world. NAHZ, I can't work my brains so unqualified for the position?
eh, I am not saying I am the BESTEST but give people the CHANCE ok. TOP SHOTS getting the Professional Attachment opportunities I want. boooooo hooooo!
2. Friend deserted friend for Final Year Project. tell me in this world, how much FRIENDSHIP is worth? a penny.
yay, people will shoot me now. of coz not. priceless.
2 good friends are suppose to paired up for final year project and looked for 1 more in their team.
in the end, the good friend teamed up with other 2 people and left the friend waiting in vain for her response.
Poor friend waited, waited and waited. finally, the good friend told her she's NOT in the group. yeaps, she's grouplessnow.
and everyone seem to have their own groups now, found their supervisors. deadline is running out
I am so not involved in this. I am just an onlooker but I pity the poor friend. I tried asking people for her but everyone seemed to have a group already.
tell me again, HOW MUCH IS FRIENDSHIP WORTH? even my friend can be crazy(like e*ain*, haha!) we don't deny them. it's a principle and I live by it.
3. gf on the looose
I thought we are living in a crazy world but I realised people are even CRAZIER than before!
Not about depression, guys. no offence but there's a gf who is a NUT CASE!
haha. pretty funny actually.
I heard from my friend in china for Global Immersion Programme that her house mate often try to commit suicide whenever her bf tries to break-up with her.
is she INSANE? people are trying to pay tons of money and struggling to LIVE while she just wanna end her life for some guy?
the thing is, she do it so often that my friend is getting pissed off and too unbelievable.
she become a JOKE now.
like HAHAHA LOOK AT HER, THERE SHE GO AGAIN.
yada, she's in china and so is her bf. according to my friend, she has marks all over her hand because of attempted suicides. she even tried jumping off the hotel if need be.
running out of ideas?
this is one ultimate! she told my friend that they BROKE UP.
my friend eventually found a contract agreement of the CRAZIEST THING I've ever heard of.
"the agreement states that they will patch up after graduation and that during this time, he will not go out with girls, make eye contacts, be close to any girls or else she will kick him to become an impotent man, give tight slaps etc. he will also give her the money for hymen-repair operation due 1 year after graduation."
signed with thumbprint.
tell me this is a JOKE! apparently not!
I heard that both of them receiving counselling now. the ger is super possessive, check his msn, emails, phone and plays her PLOT whenever he wish to break-up.
one word: SIAOZ!
I know love can be crazy but don't get crazier than that!
don't screw loose because of going gaga over someone.
HER DIARY I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing." I asked him if it was my fault that he was up set. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behaviour; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you, too." When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to Do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV. he seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster.
As I looked through my blog's history & online album, I realise how much things have changed.
people come and people go.
like there's no choice. no reason either. no signs at all.
they just left. without a trace.
not that they DIE (CHOY CHOY!) but question is are we not being receptive to them?
or question is we are not being nice?
or question is they don't enjoy being with us?
some ex-member (like 369 or some gangsters group) told me that "you've got a nice bunch of friends!" "they are damn corny(lamey funny)!" "good looking too! ;)"
hehe.
someone told me before, people break away is because your group is too integrated meaning we are too close that new members join in may have problems blending in unless you join us for a reason (bf,gf,gays etc.)
maybe it's true.
maybe we are getting old. we juz wanna laid back. happy then join. not happy then it's ok.
I am glad our paths crossed once =)
so just to recap and more eye-candies, here's our famous photos:
3 beauties - do I need to say more?!
Birthday boy and his woman + our pressie for him
when we are doing our own 'stuffs'.....
cheers!
life is simply too short to be sad abt anything.
agreed, aman?
and because blogspot allow me to upload so many fotos so far!
the story continues......
me and lainez got into a cat fight for uploading the fotos SO BLOODY LONG.
YA, then she placed the frustration on kenny.
poor guy...
HAHAHAHA
BUT kenny revenged back. poor lainez! but erm, who tell u upload so long? :P
then I was thinking since V-day is coming..
let's put u at my mercy. hiak
don't worry, I will be gentle and sweet at the end of the day :D
lastly, enjoyed the fotos?
HAPPY V-DAY to all! make all ur dates and confessions worthwhile.
