it's like amazing race around singapore. running here and there.
Chomp Chomp
It was tough but we had fun :P
seems like national day to me. team 0055
I was sick with cough and had to run. that feeling really sucks! but I am glad I pulled thru. then again, I must start going to run and gym. really, I miss the sweaty feeling.
sometimes u thought u cant do it but actually u can! won a $50 bodyshop voucher! weeeee share with shirly one. keke
team 0067
the birthday girl brought luck
nvm.. next yr again!
:P
A rainbow to end my day
12:16 AM
humans are selfish
Sunday, September 23, 2007
we are so selfish.
yes don't tell me you are not
we always think of ourselves.
"Oh, how about me?" "I am going to lose out" "who cares? not my problem!"
During WDA PA, I was buying fruits and apparently, val saw some flies around the fruits and then she told me not to eat. then I innocently asked why din the vendors take precautions? I mean what if someone get food poisoned or something.
She told me, "Do you think they care? they only care of selling of what they have. Nobody cares for you but only your family."
can I add my friends too? lol
yea true, who really cares. especially in this pragmatic world out there where I am killing you, you are killing me and selling things to earn that decent bucks. Nahz, disclaimer again: It doesn't refer to ANY FREAKING ONE OR ANYONE ALIVE.
I am so learning to be selfless.
Life lessons to start will be in university life I realise, People are so KIASU and think their notes are like their route to success in life. so when I ask, "hey can I lend your notes?" funny looks of exchange, implying, "NO! YOU ARE GOING TO LOSE ME IN EXAMS"
can I blame them? yea no, blame myself for not attending lesson. because university works in a bell curve. my grades are determined by my peers. they do well, I do bad. they do bad, I might do well.
it's not a constant but a dependency variable! gawd, we are moulded into selfish human beings....
I want to help (truthfully) until now, i feel guilty for not giving answers for past year exam questions to my yr 1 friend but my mum taught me to be GRATEFUL. if this friend refuse before, why Should I help him/her?
looking at historical records, why should i? then the taunting question, "good deeds are done without asking for anything in return"
ok so now, people can ask me for notes without even blinking.
you keep helping someone then in the end the person refuse to help.
my prof from England told me a joke(I thought it's funny so laugh with me, HAHAHAHHA)
He find Singaporeans have this weird culture where people help you once and you have to remember it so next time they ask for your help, you are suppose to reciporcate.
who tracks this? maybe get a LIFE ORGANISER.
I laugh to myself. everyone drew a stern expression. why?
because I can't even remember who helped me and whom I help? am I suppose to be a non-Singaporean because only my prof and I were laughing.
feelings. hmmmm.. how do you feel when your friend is selfish?
sucks eh! BOMB HIM/HER, THROW SHIT AT HIM/HER, CURSE AND SWEAR ALL U WANT but at the back or the new way, FACEBOOK! (my friends who got spanked, slapped, kick are just for fun!hahha)
swallow it and say, you won't stoop so low to be a moron like him/her. as I say again, IT DO NOT REFER TO ANYONE ALIVE DEAD CONDEMNED BY ME
It's just my thoughts of nonsense and I wanna let it out.
man, I do offend alot of people but WHO CARES? lol people say I got attitude problem but THAT'S THEIR PROBLEM. lol
lastly, my wonderful conclusion will be:
"Humility is not thinking less of yourself, it is thinking of yourself less"
cheryl's nick but I am still figuring out.....
NO SELFISH BEINGS! OR ELSE YOU ARE A MORON!
FIGHT WITH U IN FACEBOOK - VAMPIRE, CS, WARBOOK. HAHA
Just last week went to the alumni dinner and it was nice for all the marketing students cohort to gather and mingle in Grand Plaza Hotel.
The purpose was more of the alumni to share about their work experiences to us, to give us a better understanding of the workforce and prepare us to see which area we wish to go into.
It was a great dinner! I mean the food was good :P moreover, it was free. wahhaha. ok SERIOUSLY, it was good because I gain a greater insight after talking to the alumni.
I met alumni from WDA (Corp comms), Ogilvy and mather (Account Servicing), Singapore Tourism Board, Keppel, Pulley Ascents etc. They are very nice to explain how to prepare ourselves and to find out where our interests lie.
Cheryl from WDA explain this logic to me and I thought it was very meaningful, wanted to share with you all. "You are young and while you can run, run as much as you can, as fast as you can, faster than the rest. Until u are longer in the line, you don't to run as fast as before and let the others behind you run for you, catch up with you."
truly enlightening. she seems to be those really hardworking ones and told me sometimes working til late hours is a norm even during weekends.
I asked, is it worth it? and that was her reply. then I gain some interpretations through that.
It means that work hard now and gain the rewards later when you are in a higher position. or be it anything, it can be being an entrepreneur slogging your youth away and the results are rewarding at the end where you can sit back and relax.
Easier said than done but NO PAIN, NO GAIN!
SO your future is determined by your present doings.
how hard are you willing to fight for your future?
and we are not even talking about MONEY here...................... YET
A rainbow to end my day
6:17 PM
A True Boyfriend
Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything Tease her and let her tease you back. Stay up all night with her when she's sick. Watch her favorite movie with her. Give her the world. Let her wear your clothes. When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. When she's down, cheer her up. Let her know she's important. Kiss her in the pouring rain. When she runs up at you crying.. the first thing you say is.. "Who's ass am i beating today baby?"
I received this via friendster bulletin board and ya, it's one of those chain forward bulletin where you have to forward to 5 people or else bad luck.
I think it's CRAP.
NOw, back to being a TRUE BOYFRIEND.
I totally think, if he do all those listed above.. it's really sweet.
But then who noes until he's ur boyfriend? even so, after 1, 2, 5 years, will he be the sweet true bf u once knew?
My purpose of this blog is not to say how guys can change or promises can be broken. But to say, if girls were to set criterias like this and expectations fail, will we end this relationship and seek for the TRUE(EST) BF?
MY advice: don't expect and you will fall for the guy whoever and whatever that is.
haha easier said than done!
he better treat me well! >.<
A rainbow to end my day
6:10 PM
Love this.. been in my head over,over,over,over & over.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Gwen Stefani - 4 in the morning
Waking up to find another day The moon got lost again last night But now the sun has finally had its say I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think When I let it sink in It's all over me I'm lying here in the dark I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot & all I know is You've got to give me everything Nothing less cause You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS] I give you everything that I am I'm handin' over everything that I've got Cause I wanna have a really true love Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring & I want to make it worth the fight What have we been doing for all this time? Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I'm safe Don't want to lose the love I've found Remember when you said that you would change Don't let me down It's not fair how you are I can't be complete, can you give me more? & all I know is You got to give me everything & nothing less cause [4 In The Morning lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS] I give you everything that I am I'm handin' over everything that I've got Cause I wanna have a really true love Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring & I want to make it worth the fight What have we been doing for all this time? Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
Oh please, you know what I need Save all your love up for me We can't escape the love Give me everything that you have
& all I know is You got to give me everything & nothing less cause You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS] I give you everything that I am I'm handin' over everything that I've got Cause I wanna have a really true love Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring & I want to make it worth the fight What have we been doing for all this time? Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
(Give you everything) (Give you all of me)
why din i go to her concert?!
damn! I love all her songs :(
A rainbow to end my day
2:49 AM
curly me
Monday, September 10, 2007
A rainbow to end my day
10:35 PM
the story behind a ruler
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
this ruler has a history of 11 years with me.
I got it when I was in secondary 1 - 13 years old.
A story I thought I should pen down and remember for life.
I was a nerd that time but not a very smart nerd either. haha. I had this good friend in class and her name is meeta.
she's super irritating and super smart that we always squabble and argue. I remembered I kinda pulled her pony tail because it's so damn short and ugly.
Ok, I am not that evil alrite.
she was from india and her maths was kick-ass easy for her. not for me.
she's loud and always laughing. siting behind me. nerd then always told her to SHUT UP.
yea, we are friends. good friends even. became top in class for grades. instant enemies to check and compare our grades.
remember, I am not a bright student so damn, that indian pony ger always win me.
One fine day, teacher cik rithwan (Gosh! I remembered her name...) told us she will give us a reward to whoever got the highest grade.
it's not like cash or any big reward but because of my pride, i wanna beat that indian pony ger becoz she's getting more irritating and arrogant.
expected, I lost :(
she got the prize.
it was a RULER. I kept quiet.
then she came to me and gave me the ruler. I was touched and though it's not the gift I desired, it was the thought that I appreciate.
It taught me not to be so hard on getting the best grade. I mean I did my best and my friend, meeta showed me the meaning of friendship.
this ruler I kept til today in my pencil case to remind myself during exams. just do my best!
As for my friend, meeta.. we became better friends, prefects working together in secondary school, going recess together and pulling jokes.
recently, contacted her and she's doing very well in JP Morgan undergoing training in USA. good for her since her maths is so kick-ass.
while me struggling to find out what the hell is t-test and z-test all about?
ok statistics is crap for me! hahahahahaha
A rainbow to end my day
8:28 PM
Songs of Rainbow
Lynette is the composer of her life
Someday I will find it
Scorpion
23 years of laughter
Driven by hopes, Love and Dreams
Want an exciting Life, daring & bold