My mini me!

Friday, August 01, 2014

Since day 1, everyone say Elsa looks like Keith. She does have Keith family genes but sometimes, have my girlie looks. Haha :D

Thank God! Hehe

Labels: baby, Elsa, happy me, me

A rainbow to end my day

5:44 PM

I can't believe it's been 6 months :)

IMy baby is 6 months old on 4 aug!

How time flies :) gotten blogger app so I can post on the go.. Happy me..

My baby starting to recognize people and smell. Brought her to my parents on Sundays.. She will keep crying non stop. My in laws say there are dirty things in the house and coz of my mum -.-" and say Elsa have 6th sense. Sometimes I really speechless by what they say. I just listen.

My baby likes to take out her mittens by her own so suck her fingers. When I put the mittens back, she's unhappy. Yes, why still use mittens? Well, scare later she use her sharp nail fingers to scratch her face and eyes.

My baby love to stare at my nails and lick my fingers. She keep staring. Haha motivates me to do cute cartoon characters. Rabbit theme this week!

My baby loves to smile at family but not always to me. Sad but true. She smiles at ah gong, ah ma, maid (tin), daddy, gugu but seldom to me! I wonder because I feed her by latching (dl) at night and she dislike the slow flow? She laugh and giggle with my maid a lot

She's so cute.. My little sunshine. I can't stop kissing her.. Muacks!

My baby love to rub her 2 feet together during feeding. A habit she can't stop! She's starting to explore her feet by grabbing them and feeling them. Haha

My baby is very stimulated by her environment, she looks around everywhere, up and down, left to right. She can't focus.. She's a curious little girl. Wonder if other babies are like that too.

My baby fuss when drinking milk. Wonder is it because she's moving to solids. She stare at us with tongue sticking out sometimes at mealtimes.

I'm thinking to start her solids at 6.5months. Hope she still drink my bm.

My baby salivates a lot. Teething soon? Hope her teeth wun hurt my nipples :/

My baby neck is quite stable now but still need support to sit upright... Hope can bring her to swimming soon! Keith want her neck more stable then can bring her to swim

I want to note down all these in case I forget.

My baby is botak head now! Shaved At 5 months old. Even her eyebrows too. Hope the hair grows out with abundance. Weighing 5.5kg now. Praise God! Grace grace. Her forehead is like luo han fish.. Protuding out. They say she will be a smart and powerful lady. Hope so..

My baby been trying to flip! Got one time she flipped with success when the maid went off for a while. Now she just keep leaning to the side, trying to flip. Thank God she have not so I can be rest assured.

More milestones to hit! I can't wait

Labels: baby, childhood, Elsa, happy, me, milestones

A rainbow to end my day

5:35 AM

5 months elsa baby, motherhood and parenthood

Sunday, June 29, 2014

i have been wanting to do this but being a parent and a mother seriously take up alot of my precious time, sleep and free time to do my own things.

as much as i miss my drinking sessions, clubbing sessions, freedom, movie sessions, JB sessions, church sessions with my friends, there's no way I want to replace this period of my time with my little precious princess, elsa

I want to record all the accounts in elsa growing up monthly to yearly and when she's a mother herself, I can tell her that she's also like this :D

0 month:
being a premie, she's a very sleepy baby. adding to that, she has jaundice so we have go to polyclinic every week to test her blood level. it was heart wrenching to see her cry when the nurse poke her leg with the needle.
She is a brave little baby.. enduring injections after injections.

she's also a very greedy baby.. love to drink milk so I call her #elsathemilkmonster from 30ml to 50ml then gradually to 90ml and soon 110ml. she will sleep 3 hours and wake up for milk. her feeding schedule works like a clockwork indeed! trained from the NICU and SCU in KKH.

all these while, she drink my breastmilk and I have been bottle feeding her myself.

she's a good sucker.. drinking milk and sucking wasn't a problem. I DL her at night and she will wake up every 2 hours to drink. so far so good until my nightmare started when she have nipple confusion :(

she started fussing over the slow flow of my breast. I realised the mistake and quickly change the teat to the slowest flow of 1 with avent natural teat instead of classic.

I started pumping every 3 hours when she drink milk but my breasts have this pins and needles pain from now and then because it's producing milk and it's common to feel that.

she loves water! and love to bathe. she's a clean freak. she love to be clean... dirty diapers will make her cry lots. tried to build her into a routine. wake up, bathe, drink, sleep then wipe in the evening so she know how to difference morning and night. she will keep smiling when she's bathing. sucha my angel :)

we sunbathe her every morning to let the sun cure the jaundice. thank god it helped!

my mil also heard from her friend by putting guinness stout in the water, it will help. somehow, it did went down.

my mil though not very supportive of me latching at night, she's very good with babies or with elsa. she somehow can calm her down and can shower her fast.

wow i didn't know there's so many things to take note of a baby...

bathing, changing diaper, feeding, cleaning her ears, sucking the mucus from the nostrils, changing her clothes, tummy time for her... making her sleep, soothing her down... the list goes on!

1 month to 2 months.

nightmare begin all over again when she starts crying in the evening for no whatsoever reason?

I suspect it's colic and my PIL keep insisting it's coz her tummy don't feel well so we use Ru yi oil to rub her tummy. it helped i feel but she still cried in the evening. so helpless and she cannot communicate to us what is wrong?

now I know how it feels to handle a crying baby without knowing why.. it's really stressful to hear the baby cry nonstop. somehow as a mother, you just can't take it if it's your baby. I used to hear other babies cry but i am totally chill but not with Elsa.

I didn't know there are so many vaccines for babies. it's crazy! the injections they have to endure.

she went through BCG and HEP B. 2 vaccines one shot and my heart shrink when she cry until there's no voice coming out from her.

there's also pneumococal, 5 in 1, measles, chickenpox, hep b 5 doses. being a ks parent, I want to give her the best and protection is my best.

suddenly after the vaccine, her appetite dropped to 70ml per feed and every 2 hourly instead. It all started because I tried to latch her whole day. I don't know if this affects her appetite. basically, my elsa loves bottle instead of nipple. she's really impatient and want things fast. cannot wait one else she will cry her top out.

she also have grunting syndrome. at night she will keep grunting that she cannot sleep and i cannot sleep as well because it's really noisy. I guess because her bones are growing and expanding.

3 months
I realised every baby is indeed different just like everyone of us is unique in our own ways.

they have their own personalities and character and conditions and progresses.

my premie elsa went through the phase of trying to stabilise her neck and head but she still cannot really hold her head properly whereas Javier and fanny son, Clayton can do it already. and he's almost the same corrected age with elsa.

she don't really like tummy time and find it a struggle to lift up her head. she will be unhappy and make noise.

we went to c the PD and realised she have low blood and therefore, need iron drops and multi vits drops.

whatever that makes her healthy, i will give her anything to help my little baby.

she had a slight fever when her first vaccinne of 5 in 1 and rotavirus. so worrying but she's still happy and active. I am happy too :)

during the eye centre check up, so innocent and not knowing what is coming her way.
the doctor use a metal hook to open her eyes and insert a spect to examine her eye. it was the most scariest i've seen. my poor baby :( keith hubby was so scare that he don't want to see it. I have to brave it with elsa together.

at this time, my baby sleeps with me in the same bed. I hope my warmth can make her sleep better :)

she also started to have cradle cap - her scalp skin was peeling so bad! and it's itchy that she will scratch non stop in the middle of the night. heart pain again :(
I change the pureen head to toe soap to california baby organic soap which have many good reviews of being natural and better for baby's skin.

my mil suggested to use sesame oil on her scalp but it really stinks! she will leave it on till next day. I read placing olive oil helps too so i use J&J oil instead. it smells better :) and it works !

so much of baby dry skin came off and it's quite satisfying to see all the dead skin coming off.

there was once her shit came out was black in colour. was so worrying because black shit means blood.
I was wondering if it's cause by the iron drops. KKH PD told us to increase 2 drops per day to 8 drops because of her weight and have to keep giving multi vit drops.

the PD say coz she have low bloodcount and needed the iron drops due to her premature birth.

I was wondering why the other lady premature baby is not like elsa? her baby doesn't need iron drops or multi vit drops.

whatever makes her healthy, I will go ahead and follow pd instructions.

she loves to smile at us.

4 months:

she is starting to recognise faces and smiling all the time :)

she love to scream at high pitch when she's excited. very excitable little baby...

but when she cry, she also scream at high pitch :(

she starts to lick her fingers like lolly pop.. haha..

seems like very sweet and salty.

she can take off the mittens herself! using her left hand to take it off. she might be a leftie?

she is happiest in the morning when she look at me and smile, chuckle and laugh.

she's most grouchy when she doesn't get enough sleep.

her neck will be red from time to time due to her double chin and also could be due to heat rash, milk rash... so we brought her to the PD to check. gave some lotion to apply.

she's like loved by all and everyone is so anxious about her.

one cry, grandma and grandpa will come and hug and carry. she's really used to the attention and it's bad. but sadly i have no control about it.

she is getting smarter day by day. don't know when i can start my flash cards :)

I think she will be a chatterbox because she keep making lotsa noise and sound like trying to talk to us.
whenever we talk to her, she will sigh and make cute sound to acknowledge her presence.
really so cute... awww my angel..

i love this time of parenthood because babies are so cute! so many expressions, smell so good, eyes so bright

it's priceless.... i love being a mother

Labels: baby, childhood, Elsa, me, milestones

A rainbow to end my day

12:27 AM

Hello again

Saturday, August 31, 2013

this blog came a long way, I've came a long way.

What a god-blessed journey this have been!

GOSH!I don't know where to start seriously.

Later then I will update days of my life so that this blog will be read by my generations and generations and stories to be told :)

yes, I never understood why people closed and opened and closed blogs again and again.

they are our journals, memories, things that doesn't kill us but made us stronger!

I have noone to prove to but to myself so this blog - may it last forever :)

here's something I thought I wanna share with my grandchildren and myself to laugh at:

92 truths about me

Name: Lynette Chee
Age: 29
Birthdate: 13/11/1983

Present Address: Singapore

What Was Your:

1. last beverage = plain water

2. last phone call = Mummy

3. last text message = Shirly Hing

4. last song you listened to = Titanium - David Guetta and SIA

5. last time you cried = at church on last Sunday :) for GOD

Have You Ever:

6. dated someone twice = No.

7. been cheated on = Yes.

8. kissed someone & regretted it = Never

9. lost someone special = Yes.

10. been depressed = Yes.

11. been drunk and threw up = Yes.

List Three Favourite Colors:

12. Blue

13. Pink

14. Black

Last Year(2012), Have You:

15. Made a new friend = Many

16. Fallen in love = Yes

17. Laughed until you cried = Yes

18. Met someone who changed you = Tremendously

19. Found out who your true friends were = Definitely

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Everyone talks about me, but I don't really care

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = Yes.

General:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Proudly say more than 1000

24. Do you have any pets = 2 dogs and counting...

25. Do you want to change your name = No.

26. What did you do for your last birthday= booked a chalet

27. What time did you wake up today = 9am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = watching Percy Jackson in the movies

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = to get married :D

30. Last time you saw your Mother= in the afternoon!

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life= Stop wasting so much time and money when I was young

32. What are you listening to right now = the Fan behind me

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?= Never

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Stomach pain

35. Most visited webpage = Facebook for sure

37. Nickname = Nette, Lyn, Short one, fat one, xiao mei

38. Relationship Status = Engaged!

39. Zodiac sign = Pig

40. Male or Female = Female

41. Elementary = Haig Girls'

42. High School = Telok Kurau Sec

43. College = Singapore Polytechnic

44. Hair color = white and black

45. Long or short = Long

46. Height = 153cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = ya once.

48. What do you like about yourself? = Positive!

50. Tattoos = No way!

51. Righty or lefty= Righty

Firsts :

52. First surgery = No.

53. First piercing = Baby time

54. First best friend = Sherene Mahtani

55. First sport you joined = Badminton

56. First vacation = Los Angelos

58. First pair of trainers = Reebok

Right Now:

59. Eating = no

60. Drinking = no

61. I'm about to = bathe and sleep

62. Listening to = Fan behind me..

63. Waiting for = to bathe and sleep

Your Future

64. Want kids? = yes!

65. Get Married? = yes!

66. Career? = yes, earn more!

Which Is Better :

67. Lips or eyes = eyes

68. Hugs or kisses = kisses

69. Shorter or taller = Taller

70. Older or Younger = Forever young pls

71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Arms

73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hesitant

Have You Ever :

76. Kissed a stranger = Yes

77. Drank hard liquor = Yes

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Yes

79. Sex on first date = No.

80. Broke someone's heart = Yes

81. Had your own heart broken = Yes

82. Been arrested = Never!

83. Turned someone down = Yes

84. Cried when someone died = Yes

85. Fallen for a friend = Yes

Do You Believe In:

86. Yourself = Yes

87. Miracles = I say its GOD

88. Love at first sight = Yes

89. Heaven = Yes

90. God = Yes

91. Kiss on the first date = Yes

92. Angels = Yes

Labels: happy me, love me, me

A rainbow to end my day

11:13 PM

the heart wants but the brain is saying no..

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Labels: love, me

A rainbow to end my day

12:57 AM

my happy ending...

Saturday, May 14, 2011

wow! it's been a long time dear old friend :)

6 feb 2010.
14 May 2011

more than a year since I last blogged. I've decided to bear my heart out once again and this entry marks the beginning. again.

so many things happen since I last blogged. to make it real short and sweet, on 14 February I met someone whom I love very dearly and 23 February we got together then we started on a Long Distance Relationship aka LDR.

it was really tough, distance far apart. I was skeptical at first but we got through it.
we were madly in love and I meant MAD, SIAOZ, CRAZY DOWNRIGHT HARDCORE.

"how?"

crazy things like talking till wee hours in the night about anything & everything
we almost see each other monthly? he fly here, i fly there like machiam flight attendant. the only difference we only got one destination, one person in mind.

we started 2 fast 2 furious and I did not even keep track of the time and space.

I have to admit, I enjoyed it. it was LOVE ON BOILING POINT. no, maybe VOLCANO LAVA EXPLODING.
haha no exaggeration intended.

u noe the thing is when u r in love, u r blind. I am not desperate but if we even thought of getting engaged.

we applied for a flat and got lucky 76 out a few thousand applicants!
sadly and maybe fated, our salaries exceeded and even our appeal did not went through.

I went over to Aussie for 3 months - living with him, cooking for him, doing housework.
Please, lynette... I have never ever ever done this before for anyone.
even my mother is envious. "eh come home and do all these for your family hor!"

frankly then this question pops up,
"find someone you can live without and not someone you can live with" then I ask myself,
is it so perfect that I can live with him and yet can't live without him?

As I was soaking in my own happiness, ignorant of what's happening.
he is having a different thought.

I dunno how, dunno when it all started. all i know is it has happen.
the passion has died and the reality has come to face.

so here I am, posting my sad story. falling into a dilemma. again.

Maybe this is my karma. But I believe god has other plans for me.
I leave it to him to write my love story :)

people come and go however, these obstacles will not pull me down. I will be happy because life is short and life isn't just about happy endings.

I know I will find my happy ending someway, somehow, somewhere.

All I know, god has been fair to me. the relationships I've been in taught me alot and the bfs I've had treated me well. I felt really blessed when I heard of other ladies' sad stories of being cheated of their money and being treated like shit - in the most horrible way you can ever imagine.

I am counting my blessings.

Whatever the decision or route I've decided, I will live with it and make the best.

I always told some friends my last resort, at most I just be a single spinster who want kids by choosing a sperm donor. haha.

I will be happy, I promise :)

Labels: love, me

A rainbow to end my day

6:40 PM

Grey's Anatomy

Monday, May 25, 2009

Yeaps, the one that made me cry every night, every scene.
Maybe I am just too much of a cry baby but please, this show is impossible NOT TO CRY.

those who are not fans of GA, just bear with me.

I have not been blogging and I am guilty for neglecting my little one.

but I really want to jot down these life embracing quotes from season 5 of grey's anatomy - made me heartbreak, made me realise.

From the episode: "What a difference a Day makes"

Izzie: "You never know the biggest day of your life is the biggest day. Not until it's happening. You don't recognize the biggest day of your life, not until you're right in the middle of it. The day you commit to something or someone. The day you get your heart broken. The day you meet your soul mate. The day you realize there's not enough time, because you wanna live forever. Those are the biggest days. The perfect days. You know?"

Alex making his vow to Izzie: "Today's the day my life begins. All my life I've been just me. Just a smart mouth kid. Today I become a man. Today I become a husband. Today I become accountable to someone other than myself. Today I become accountable to you. To our future. To all the possibilities that a marriage has to offer. Together, no matter what happens, I'll be ready. For anything. For everything. To take on life, to take on love. To take on possibility and responsibility. Today Izzie Stevens, our life together begins. And I for one can't wait."

The long awaited proposal since Season 1.
my fave couple of all: Meredith and Derek.

Derek: "I remember, it was the first surgery we ever scrubbed in together on. Our first save. Right here is a cerebral cyst. Tough save, but we did it. I kissed you in the stairwell after the surgery. And this right here is where Dr Bailey kicked you out of the surgery, because she caught us in your driveway, in my car. And right here, this is a seven hour craniotomy. You held the clamp the entire time, never flinched. That's when I knew you were gonna be an incredible surgeon. Beth Monroe, made our clinical trial a success by surviving. You talked me into putting her under. That's when I knew I needed you. And this is today, post op head CT of Izzie Stevens. You see that? Right there. Tumor free. Because of you. You got me into the OR. If there's a crisis, you don't freeze, you move forward. You get the rest of us to move forward. Because you've seen worse. You've survived worse, and you know we'll survive too. You say you're all dark and twisty. It's not a flaw, it's a strength. It makes you who you are. I'm not gonna get down on one knee, I'm not gonna ask a question. I love you Meredith Grey, and I wanna spend the rest of my life, with you.
Meredith: And I wanna spend the rest of my life with you."

He proposed to her in an elevator of the hospital where everything begins. Sweetness to the max!

It's hard to imagine why I wept based on those quotes.

it's the whole picture, the whole drama to see through.
the narrates and each patients' story they gotta tell.
the relations back to the main leads.

totally well done.
totally heart warming and humourous.

kudos to the wriers: http://www.greywriters.com
after reading the blogs and their thots of the storyline, I was even more convinced of this brillant drama and immerse in the plot and characters.

totally grey's bonkers now.

to those non fans of GA, thanks for enduring! :)

GREY'S ANATOMY ROCK! (last one I swear~)

heh

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A rainbow to end my day

11:49 PM

Hi everyone!

Friday, January 18, 2008

it's been ages I last blogged!

Time for some updates!

Back to 2007....

1. I made mistakes that should be rectified. like late, sleeping too late, (time check now is 1.19am IMPROVED!), talk too much doing too little, being demanding, being all princessy, scolding at people, thinking I'm so darn smart (but I am wat?hehe), haolianz (but it's true what... hehe)

2. Made the most important decision of the scholarship, my future

3. Internship at wda was one of the best times in my life. yes, 24 yrs old of it.

4. Made the best group mates :)

5. Gotten closer with my darling, mum, sis, dogs, maid, father in my opinion.

6. my uncle passed away on 25 Dec

7. exchange in SMU enriched my knowledge and broaden my horizons

8. braces embarked on 24 Jan

9. Less clubbing, less drinking

10. more flaunting, more dressy (eh DUN CALL ME AUNTIE LE!)

11. The all awaited trip to taiwan with my best buds!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY! YES!

12. The horror invention of facebook that got me hooked.

13. MONEY? not enough :(

14. honda jazz white baby arrival.

15. macbook baby ownership and mummy (me) loves u so much :P

16. moved out of my beloved single room hall 16A-04-01S. U have no idea how much that room meant to me. EVERYTHING and i mean EVERYTHING goes on in that little space, corner of mine. just me, myself and i. I LOVE THAT FREE SPACE where i can think of rubbish, chat of everything, do any shit!

17. misunderstandings. worst ever. but I am glad it din last :D

18. curlys in trend in style for me.

19. I'm a facial softie :P

20. TV channel 8 drama addiction! it's been ages I watched TV so much like following a drama serial.
golden path, lucky star is SO NICE!

SO,

my friends... hope it's not too late for my greetings:

MERRY X'MAS 2007
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008

every year we receive, we wish, we hope...

what's ur resolution this year?

let's hold them with the greatest sincerity that everything goes well :)

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A rainbow to end my day

1:16 AM

humans are selfish

Sunday, September 23, 2007

we are so selfish.

yes don't tell me you are not

we always think of ourselves.

"Oh, how about me?"
"I am going to lose out"
"who cares? not my problem!"

During WDA PA, I was buying fruits and apparently, val saw some flies around the fruits and then she told me not to eat. then I innocently asked why din the vendors take precautions? I mean what if someone get food poisoned or something.

She told me, "Do you think they care? they only care of selling of what they have. Nobody cares for you but only your family."

can I add my friends too? lol

yea true, who really cares. especially in this pragmatic world out there where I am killing you, you are killing me and selling things to earn that decent bucks. Nahz, disclaimer again: It doesn't refer to ANY FREAKING ONE OR ANYONE ALIVE.

I am so learning to be selfless.

Life lessons to start will be in university life I realise,
People are so KIASU and think their notes are like their route to success in life.
so when I ask, "hey can I lend your notes?"
funny looks of exchange, implying, "NO! YOU ARE GOING TO LOSE ME IN EXAMS"

can I blame them? yea no, blame myself for not attending lesson.
because university works in a bell curve.
my grades are determined by my peers.
they do well, I do bad.
they do bad, I might do well.

it's not a constant but a dependency variable!
gawd, we are moulded into selfish human beings....

I want to help (truthfully)
until now, i feel guilty for not giving answers for past year exam questions to my yr 1 friend but my mum taught me to be GRATEFUL.
if this friend refuse before, why Should I help him/her?

looking at historical records, why should i?
then the taunting question, "good deeds are done without asking for anything in return"

ok so now, people can ask me for notes without even blinking.

------------------------------------------------------

how about feelings?

you keep helping someone then in the end the person refuse to help.

my prof from England told me a joke(I thought it's funny so laugh with me, HAHAHAHHA)

He find Singaporeans have this weird culture where people help you once and you have to remember it so next time they ask for your help, you are suppose to reciporcate.

who tracks this?
maybe get a LIFE ORGANISER.

I laugh to myself. everyone drew a stern expression.
why?

because I can't even remember who helped me and whom I help?
am I suppose to be a non-Singaporean because only my prof and I were laughing.

feelings. hmmmm.. how do you feel when your friend is selfish?

sucks eh! BOMB HIM/HER, THROW SHIT AT HIM/HER, CURSE AND SWEAR ALL U WANT but at the back or the new way, FACEBOOK! (my friends who got spanked, slapped, kick are just for fun!hahha)

swallow it and say, you won't stoop so low to be a moron like him/her.
as I say again, IT DO NOT REFER TO ANYONE ALIVE DEAD CONDEMNED BY ME

It's just my thoughts of nonsense and I wanna let it out.

man, I do offend alot of people but WHO CARES? lol
people say I got attitude problem but THAT'S THEIR PROBLEM. lol

lastly, my wonderful conclusion will be:

"Humility is not thinking less of yourself, it is thinking of yourself less"

cheryl's nick but I am still figuring out.....

NO SELFISH BEINGS! OR ELSE YOU ARE A MORON!

FIGHT WITH U IN FACEBOOK - VAMPIRE, CS, WARBOOK. HAHA

Labels: lesson learnt, me

A rainbow to end my day

6:34 PM

braces update!

Friday, July 06, 2007

I have braces for almost 6 months! 24 Jan was the 1st day.

Imagine. time past really fast!

some say I look really different with braces.

actually the 1st month was really hell for me. rotten in my mouth that I feel like giving up.

nevertheless, I hope it will be all good :)

alrite!

here's for the record:

sam (hongkong friend) told me I slim down but looking at this, doesn't seem to make a difference.

maybe it's the photo quality, maybe it's the angle taken, maybe it's just my eyes, maybe it's the make up,maybe it's the lightning, maybe I just wanna act nicey, maybe I just ate lunch....

maybe THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE

I Thought my jaws moved to become slimmer or something.

maybe NOT.

anyway, whatever the case.. I am not narcissist but trying to monitor my progress here. hello! it's $3,750... don't I need to know how it affects my looks?

but when I got into photoshop fever, I just keep adding more :P

I just spotting for changes.

hmmmmmmm...
ok the top left is the latest like 3 days ago?
my eyes are bigger 0_0

the top right is when I just wear braces for 1 mth+
so terrible rite! eeee looks like some freak

the bottom right is my 21st birthday! haha
eyes are smaller and my mouth is big -.-"

the bottom left is some photo when I was bored maybe last year?
gosh, I look like some bunny girl with puffy cheeks.

actually there are other pics but not to waste your lunch to vomit.

I shall end here but I hope I am still an eye candy to u
even I am a cam whore :D

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A rainbow to end my day

2:46 AM

working life

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Not easy at all.

Not that I did not worked b4 but it becomes a routine. almost dead.

wake up, go to work, come back watch tv, video, surf some net, back to sleep

WEEKENDS are what I look forward even how much I love the job.

Heroes wallpaper at work! keeps me going with miloOooO like godzilla
colleagues that keep me laughing non stop. the one behind my laptop drinking. laughing partner!

I mean besides boasting about it,

it just got better :)
I told nneth that this is THE best job I've ever gotten.
I hope I can work hard and get the scholarship but also observing to see if its what I am looking for at least after graduation.

I accompany my mentor in my internship to an animation studios called "imaginary friends"

and met up with the studio head and I am just so amazed that they do concept art for warcraft, street fighters, GI joe manga, RPG games or card games, merchandise, books etc. on behalf of their clients.

their office was so cosy like at home with tons of anime and manga figurines and drawings done by the artists. they even had a billard table!

saw some of the designs they did and it's phenomenon.
check out the creative director stanley lau from deviantart.com artgerm:

My favourite of his work. oriental beauty hanging in the front office space. nice.

yeaps, go to lots of meetings and I finally feel like I learn something out of AN INTERNSHIP and get experiences I never thought I would outside the textbooks.

like spotting a tornado:

where the hell can u get that in school or at home?!

taken from my Handphone from my office and it's really like WOW.
swaku me, haven seen a water spout, a kinda tornado that happen in fair weather conditions and wears off within 15 min. not as dangerous like twister but it's sure an eye opener for us in office.

raffles place. the financial hub everyone rush in to work and get off at 6pm or later for the big bucks. HOW BIG?

I love golden shoe food stores good food but hate the crowd.

so when singapore is going to find another new bursting financial hub where people can settle in for?

every morning, squeezing thru the human traffic and all u hear is shoes stamping like anger release.

morning rush and shownig above the morning QUEUE for TODAY newspaper and apparently, u can't cut queue else U get complains from the talk column in the newspaper. that picture is NOT the worse, it's not even raffles place YET.

I saw a woman laughing and smiling in the mrt to herself and people think she's mad just because, they are expressionless.

oh come on, when can we ever smile and embrace a new day?

hate me but I am an optimist and hungry.

dun gimme sensitivity and complains.
gimme something worth cheering for.

at least I did this week :)

a good log book with good comments.
continue to maintain, lynette.

u HAVE to.

Oh yes, people... my name is earl is a GREAT series to catch.

its real hilarious
WEDNESDAY 11PM channel 5
I just started watching it too.

it teaches me abt life, karma and all in all to be a better person.
nope, u r NOT THE BEST.

it always helps to be humble.

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11:29 PM

Do I know?

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

with courtesy from A*man

I took the colorgenics test

You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.

my say: quite true but not absolutely. sometimes I do look back and think about the decisions I made and try to make it better by just making myself believe that I have done better this time round. but I fail to think that anyhow, the failure has already occured. just being optimistic alrite, take the depression out.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

my say: totally agree. I need the 'right person'. nneth - you are doing it right. friends - you are awesome. atmosphere - what more can I ask for being alone in the hostel is what I need away from the external world.

At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.

my say: haha. of course I have problems just don't magnify them. I just laugh it off. yes, I know what I want but I just keeping my eyes on the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. wrong, not a rainbow. it's a journey. a hard one maybe but I just thinking of HOW TO overcome the obstacles to get there. enlighten me.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

my say: people don't know but I always sleep at 3am and have been eating unhealthy food because of hall staying. physical needs definitely not fulfiled. better not show! yes, I really find it a chore to like really being interactive like making new friends or going for gatherings with my other group of friends. I am not that kind who msg people whom I seldom meet to say, "hey how are you!?" it's fake to me. like wearing a mask smiling. I am passive (not the lesbian kind).

seriously, I don't seek affiliation. in fact, I can't. a group of good friends more than I can ask for. I don't think it's a weakness to be alone eating,shopping, sleeping, staying, going for classes. I think I can make do with that. I don't wanna try so hard. Do I need to be part of the GROUP? sure do, only if they are worth it. others, I dun give a HOOT.

haha, narcisst - loving myself. sure will. admiration - sure do! that's why the special someone is being cherished for - for me.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

definitely fearless. I fear.

I think sometimes people strive hard for where they are.
I wanna do that too.
regardless how hard this path can be.

argh...

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2:10 AM

brace me!

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

it started quirky.
some ended their journey.
some on their way.
some are like me.

never too old.

damn weird!

and I am quite determined and very relieve.

but no hard food, constant brushing and even NO MORE SUGARY food.

how can I live!

women... for the sake of beauty.

and errmm.. for the sake of beautiful bride and also maybe a ricebowl

thanks to papa!

wish me luck for no extractions and cheers to damon braces.

it better work.

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5:42 PM

Not too late

Thursday, January 04, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007!

Every year I make resolutions that never was fulfiled.

This year I omit and reduce to 1 more meaningful:

BE HAPPY :)

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the things went through

Some self reflections in year 2006 and things I have made a blunder out of myself due to desires.

yeaps, ought to admit mistakes and I am glad it's over.

the people that come and go.

the memories - good and bad.

the pierced that went through my heart and hit someone that was standing close to me.

I took it all in and back.

I require the balance
and I made the step.

So fake wearing mask, I decided to quit the masquerade.

I don't deny the past but will keep in mind.

they make up of me
the big ego booster

something of me I subconscious knew.
I should be thankful because I did not know how powerful this me can bring across.
I can't recognise me with I sometimes

I am so thankful my loved ones willing to accept my forgiveness and embraced me back.
I am so lucky to be what I am today.
yeaps, I always count my blessings.

my friend, I hope you do.

because life is short and let's apprehend the simple sweet things life can bring.

embrace and breathe.

to the one last breath of urs - so much it can take you
and prepare for the ride of your life.

you know I am talking to u, obviously

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9:18 AM

I change

Friday, December 01, 2006

I change my hairdo finally.

Ok Look that was when I was 9 years old in Shen Zhen I think?

then what we have in 2006, 23 years old? my BOOoOooOB FRINGE is BACK from the memory of 9 yrs old.

PS: Don't mind the blurry images taken from my Nokia 7370

cleopatra!

ya and alot older, I know...

does it NOT suit me?

my old time fave hairstyle since forever...

it toook a huge, bold step to walk out of my norm.

and I kinda love it & to maintain it.

Have to work tomorrow le. take care peeps! may the love resides in your heart

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1:05 AM

it's been a long long time..

Friday, November 10, 2006

since I last blogged.

tell you all, you also won't believe.

I am only FREE only now to blog.
Ok not really exactly but whenever I am online, there's other 'distractions'
and when I am not online, I will b out there.

because school work is never ending. projects, quizzes, assignments.
Ok enough of school work.

finally today everything has ended and time to get to books.

my exams start on the 22 Nov and end on the 28 Nov
ooo I can't wait!

There's many things that happened during these 2 months. To sum it all,
my BIRTHDAY IS ON 13 NOV!!!!!

hahahahaa... just a joke

I wonder who's still looking at this blog. Just some quick updates just in case you forget me :P

1. I was supposed to go Amsterdam for a 6 mths exchange. only 2 people selected but my 'partner' opted out and my parents thought it will be unsafe in a foreign land as the perception of netherlands are weeds and condom shops.

2. Also, I intended to join the L'Oreal Brandstorm challenge that will be happening til next year.

3. I joined Future Talent Award just for fun :P

4. I took up a part-time job in NTU for some cash purpose and It turned out quite gd becoz it's flexible and I can go after my lessons

5. I have a tan line! *gleeeee*

6. ya I really hated the haze that time.

7. I love my new hall! staying in new hall 16. air-conditioned with curtains. single room. best of all, I can walk to school everyday! 5 min to north spine, 15 to 20 min to south spine. I realised I love to WALK! I like to observe fellow ntu students and the greeneries around me.

8. I THINK i love school? Nahz.. I am no nerd

9. I love designing! learned photoshop and Flash. thanks to DMC and also to some lessons conducted over the holidays.

10. Given credit to that, I joined Accountancy and Business Club Academic Club as a subcommittee and designed 2 posters to show to the deans of NBS. and they were very satisfied! To all designers, I am sure you will understand how I feel! The feeling when your designs are appreciated and praised is something you can't describe. I am grateful :)

11. I want to experience MORE. I want to join competitions, travel to europe for exchange, go USA for summer program.

12. I am so EGO.... maybe people dislike this sheer confidence in me.

13. I love to do presentation and thanks to Connor Prof who praised on my presentation skills. kudos!

14. My birthday is on 13 Nov

15. My temper is worse now.

16. Have less time. less commitment for everything.

17. BUT! I still love shopping.

18. I went to overdrive, thanks to my dear aman! totally rocks! wade robson is a total knock out! he dances, he's cute and he teaches. bad news is he's married :(

19. I wanna club! I wanna groove and shake my body. shake off those fats!

20. I wanna work and go out there to earn some hard bucks!

21. I am learning things everyday

22. I think I saw my primary school classmate in NTU and shy to call her *blush*

23. errr, facial and haircut is what I seriously need now!

24. I must take my driving license and do braces soon!

25. I have became practical. no more dolls for me pls!

26. I watched 3 great drama serials!!!!!!!!!!!!! FULL HOUSE (yaya, I am slow can?) I watched in youtube.com! so damn nice. RAIN is cool! hehe, ONE LITRE OF TEARS (super super sad with compliments from xueqi!) I cried every episode :'( and the channel 8 drama series - the enchanted life. I am so hooked to these 3 dramas. up on the list! GOONG! hoho.

27. I am NOT available (kekeee)

28. watched great movies! like Death Note and The Guardian. up on the list: the Prestige and Step up! go check out the previews!

29. VivoCity is soooooooo big!

30. Why people think I am tall from my pics? I am short :(

Actually why I started blogging because I was chatting with Rank in MSN. he have not msn me for the longest time too. hahaa...

He was doing well! got a license, a better job that have good prospects, taking his degree, getting fitter hor? ;)

he thanked me, I din remember.

I said things which I dun remember to tell him to buck up and he has achieved not much to gain some ger's attention ( who?) and because of that, he went to prove himself with all his achievements so far.

hahaa.. I guess you are reading this now. I am happy for u! really sincerely...
U showed ur appreciation and made my day :) at least I know what I said not in vain and didn't mean to bring you down that time. I hope I din hurt your pride.

let's buck up and embrace everyday like the last day!

AZA AZA FIGHTING!

PICS TO SPICE up:
cam whoring in hall, my latest pics on 8 Nov:

live well people...

and don't forget, my birthday is 13 nov!

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1:37 AM

Beezy Beezy

Sunday, August 27, 2006

I've been so busy!

argh...

with school work,
with work,
helping out as an research assistant to a PhD student,
with NTU-IIC,
with my friend who came from Holland,
with everything else.

my mum says I am neglecting the family. it's like my weekends are burnt and during weekdays, I am in hall.

feel so damn bad about that :( I promised to make up for that.

too many commitments, too little time.

It's been sometime blogging and so let me roughly rant it out.
everyday I got a surprise. yeah...

I realise people around me are getting married, whether for the right or wrong reason.
be it shotgun, young love or watever... it's just shocking, people are telling me.

someone: "I am settling down"
me: "where? still in singapore rite?"
someone: "nono, i mean MARRIED"
me: "when?"
someone: "this year or so"
me: "....OOO... so soon?"
someone: "not shotgun ar!"
me: "haha u noe what i am thinking, do u?"

getting cynical abt the whole marriage thing at an early age 23. still trying to accept it.

ALso know some really shocking news from others abt others that I got. I am a woman. natural basic behaviour to feel what's going around me. thanks for the updates too! ;)

I still prefer the freedom and becoz I am so BEEZY BEEZY. how can I even spare the attention and time for the fruitful relationship? ya, forgive my ignorance.

the love, the bed of roses...... maybe one day I will make the effort again.
I am juz following the game now. u be it, i be it. simple as that.

The break-up movie - truthful, unshallow, closer to the heart than it seems.
brings my identity in some instances.
guilt even.
and finding scenes so familiar. still, it's a movie to be pondered upon.

somehow, I realised I've change.
I've gained so much more confidence than 3yrs back.
I've become so evilish. to people who doesn't matter to me.
I've learned to speak up. in the past, im juz-ok person. I felt apologetic but now? NO! whoever is wrong, I have to speak up and tell the person before the head gets bigger for the other person
I juz feel somethings are necessary for being unapologetic.
I've grown to criticise too but im still nice :P

Next happy birthday greetings to:

1. Kaiyun aka cleo 3 aug
1. Shirly dearest 10 aug
2. rara the crazy clown 15 aug
3. muliani and teeping 25 aug

may you august babies bloom grow and blossom........

i seriosuly lack of idea to blog now!

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1:24 AM

the facts

Thursday, February 16, 2006

heh...

peeps! people who noe me(u noe who u r), people who have been thru thick and thin with me (u BETTER noe who u r), people who thinks I'm so dead but i survived (U ought to noe ur conscience)

please help me do this!!!!

>> go to: http://kevan.org/johari?name=Lynette%20Chee

NOPE!

this is not a survey

this is not a gimmick

this is not a project either

this is juz a PERSONALITY self reflection to see what others think of ME ME ME ME!

SO give ur best, the most honest opinion.

thanks! if u joined, let me noe too! i will do urs :)

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12:26 AM

A lit' treat from me

My mini me!

Friday, August 01, 2014

I can't believe it's been 6 months :)

5 months elsa baby, motherhood and parenthood

Sunday, June 29, 2014

Hello again

Saturday, August 31, 2013

the heart wants but the brain is saying no..

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

my happy ending...

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Grey's Anatomy

Monday, May 25, 2009

Hi everyone!

Friday, January 18, 2008

humans are selfish

Sunday, September 23, 2007

braces update!

Friday, July 06, 2007

working life

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Do I know?

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

brace me!

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Not too late

Thursday, January 04, 2007

I change

Friday, December 01, 2006

it's been a long long time..

Friday, November 10, 2006

Beezy Beezy

Sunday, August 27, 2006

the facts

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Songs of Rainbow

Someday I will find it

The Rainbow connection

The Lovers, Dreamers

& me

The pot of gold at the end

Must go

Someone out here