Was having a lit' chat with Esther earlier on and from job interviews, how to handle job interviews' questions to remembering the past...
Hurt from the past by one guy. Not only one but two gals.
I must say, I am grateful to know a friend through this dreadful incident. Don't need to feel bad or guilty because of someone's else mistake. Our lives are not ruin but lessons to be learnt. I am glad both of us found our own lit' sunshines in life. Xin fu ma?
"Everything Happens for a reason"
from the beginning to the end, Fated to find her and allowing the truth to set her free but I fell deeper and only awaken at the later part - accepting the fact CAN FORGIVE BUT CANNOT FORGET
Esther, He did love you before. I guess temptations give the excuse to sidetrack away from promises and commitment. Feelings are stakes placed in. Risky. Once pour out and can never be taken back. Feelings can fade. How long can these take? I am sure what U have felt is feelings left from the past - accumulate from memories and the love you both once shared.
NO Praise No Blames. U felt cheated but I felt cheated too. It made me realise things are not that simple and guys can be complicated. changeable. U wish to forget the bad memories. To me, I don't wish to forget because how hard I try, I can't. Let it fade through time & I believe it's getting better.
U thought I got back together with him? I smile :) because I am happy its the either. Why everyone think I would get back with him? 3 yrs relationship mean something to me? Sure it does but that does not give me the reason to.
I don't wish to live in his shadows. Someone who don't give him his best. I want someone who can give him his best. Best of the best - truly from the heart.
Esther, U were wrong to say U were a passing cloud, an advertisement or a determinant to me and his relationship before. you were someone who made him realise his true self and made me realise the guy I've once loved.
"Love don't need necessity" U said
To me, If you love someone...U need her for the rest of ur life because U will nv let her go........ ever
A rainbow to end my day
2:22 AM
Songs of Rainbow
Lynette is the composer of her life
Someday I will find it
Scorpion
23 years of laughter
Driven by hopes, Love and Dreams
Want an exciting Life, daring & bold
