I feel terrible, horrible..... I felt obliged.... struggling externally and discovering internally
Love is no charity - HELL do I noe this sentence so well at the back of my head
Going against my heart conscience, I am just letting things go their way. I thought,
"Let Nature takes it course." How naivE!
I wanna chant to myself, " TO tell the truth and hurt the person is better to tell a lie 4ever and live in guilt 4ever. "
I fear. Fear to miss the best thing in my life. Fear to lose someone who love me the most.
He told me, "I dun mind to love you without your love in return. U will regret if you ever let go of me when U look back. ASk urself, can anyone else treat you this way like the way I do again?"
He prickled my guilt and addressed the question going thru in my mind. Clever Him but juz not convincing enough.
Unfair, Selfish, Self-centred - yaps, I tried and I failed. Human Err. Mistake had been made. I gotta make things right.
I just hope I will gain the strength day by day to reveal, to cause the hurt ONCE AND FOR ALL.
Because in the end I know I just want to be with the one I love...
A rainbow to end my day
8:08 PM
Songs of Rainbow
Lynette is the composer of her life
Someday I will find it
Scorpion
23 years of laughter
Driven by hopes, Love and Dreams
Want an exciting Life, daring & bold