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Thursday, July 01, 2004

::: Love :::

Defined? To be loved or to Love - boTh Blessed but can we have best of both worlds?

Maybe Some could find their happiness now, I know some are smiling :) Happy for ya...

All this while - I ask myself? Ask the past... ASk the present, Living through the memories, Living the past me - Reviving him, Realising Him and Finally Releasing Him. Maybe even Regretting Him. Yaps REGRET - To know or even to let him go......

Trauma in the night, Strong in the day. People do have their Ups & Downs - Mind you we are all humans with Loads of feelings. Gers - soft, devoted, rekindling, giving up? HOw we Wish

All Along - I wanna be, I wish I could find a guy who could give me all the love in this world, from the heart, from his words, from his actions, from his eyes and from his kisses and hugs. Perfection - Too tough to seek for. What a wonderful world can this be?

He thought I watched too much dramas, read too much novels, living in a fairytale where princesses and princes have a happy ending, facing imaginations dreaming of what ideal lovers should be. Ultimately, I become the big big fool... Stepping out to face reality -The guy I love most is never gonna be.

Maybe I left or He left because NEEDS UNFULFILED. Nuff Said to end a relationship isn't it?

Ironic Life. Standing by a contradiction - I meet the 2nd person in my love story. The guy who could take the sun for me, pluck the moon for me, allowing for fantasies to exist, believe in fairytales and making them come true in my lit' world.

He was nothing to me. N.O.T.H.I.N.G. Place in the mind but not in the heart.

Whose the ONE? The one we loved most in the heart but could not give the same like you do or the one whom loved you the most?

Yeaps. You must be thinking, "Ger, You are only 20. Quarter-life experience. noone is the ONE, noone can loved you the most, noone can you loved the most because you have others to continue later part of life."

Is that true? But Why there are people who is seeking all their life and do not know where they are heading? But why are there people who look back & turn back? But why are there people who chose to go in circles and came back to square one?

Are there SIGNS to make the decision easier? For god's sake, Save the time, save the hurt, save the love. Heart has limited spaces. Love is precious.

Immune from hurt. Became Indifferent, heartless, tearless - someone I never knew when so deeply in love in the past.

He did not change me. I changed.

I am in no mood for love. I do not deny - Reason from the past. I can't give my best now. I don't wish to travel far far far and fly up high and realise I am back to where I come from. The Neverending story - I want to move on and when I do, I know the right one is here to stay

我这样是坚强 还是忘了爱的勉强 [if you can't view the chinese character, U can select VIEW>ENCODING>UNICODE or it just simply means Am I being strong or has forgotten Love's stubbornness]








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