what's yours? do you pen them down? Have u learnt from them? what kinda of ending would you preferred if you had a choice?
love.. Love... Love makes the world go around but makes your life the worse and feels like shit as well.
I hear stories day in, day out. I listen. I learn. I empathise. I reflect. I experienced. and most of all, i care.
do you carE? care to ask 'HOW'S LIFE?'
I share with you guys.. something I have listened and learnt. I wanna encouraged a very close frenz of mine too. I also see the same scenario coming from my colleague and I really admire her. 2 people's stories, 2 different endings for now perphaps.
Love isn't about everything. U both started sweet U realise he's ur bf...someone to love, someone who love U love him....needing him? U've gone thru ups and downs.... Years by years, you've been thru it. U noe him outside in... admit it, he's part of ur life U r sometimes dependent on him. U listen to him. U lost things in life - friends, family, time, energy, money, experiences. U endured. U tolerated. U have the same thing going thru ur mind but ur heart stops there. U lack the courage. U noe he's not the ONE for you though ur heart tells u otherwise. U noe u both lead different lifestyles, different goals, different interest, different motivations. why together? love - U claim U r hurt by lit' things he do, he say, his way U r neglected U dun c the point but U LOVE HIM! U r being taken for granted but he wants the chance. U r tired of hearing, of quarreling U thought one day, JUST ONE DAY, he might change U thought maybe its becoz of this, maybe becoz of that. juz maybe of SOMETHING I dunno! U noe he make u sad but he make u happy too U dunno.... U r confused...
All the hect u noe... he make u tear time and again... U miss him.. U want him! U say it's LOVE.
What's love when tears are more than laughter? what's love when he dun even care? what's love when everything is falling apart? what's love when he dun even show the slightest respect? what's love when he CHEATS? what's love when he dun even cherish? what's love when there's no heartbeat of hope? what's love when you are not even convinced he can bring u happiness in the near future?
there's no love... there's only memories. the only room to keep them in one part of your heart. forbidden. locked. you have the key. U DECIDE when to open and unlock.
Release the latch. Release the suffering.
but LOVE is a 2 way traffic. takes 2 hands to clap.
one realised what she wants. one moves on... one wanna give herself more options. " if I think there's no future between us, y continue? "
COURAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even I dun dare to do so. admiration to let go. NOT EASY! 2.5 years relationship. build for nothing???? A fortress from your own effort is destroyed at your own hands? Y not? Rebuild a better one! ////////////////////////////////////
the other loves him.. okie truly LOVES HIM. never see b4 within her. but he dun treat her well. is it becoz of work? nope... nothing is an obstacle to what i feel. priority? 2 different parallel lines. 2 different status on looking at the relationship.
which is u? I was once the 2nd. and seeing my frenz going thru this makes me realise I managed to pull through.
Y did I not lastime?
SAME OLD REASON - I Loved Him. " It must have been love but it's OVER now! "
A rainbow to end my day
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Songs of Rainbow
Lynette is the composer of her life
Someday I will find it
Scorpion
23 years of laughter
Driven by hopes, Love and Dreams
Want an exciting Life, daring & bold
