going thru a tough patch in my relationship I need time. and definitely for sure, I can be single again
yeaps. true enough - known as the 'vicious cycle' learned from FP forum
ah man and myself were toking about how scary relationships are. one moment we r all happy, lovey, kissey, pampering and the next moment, frustrations and exchange blows of anger are expressed and soon, everything is gone.
**poof**- VANISHED - just like that
aren't couples suppose to cherish and placing faith from the start? LOVE will overcome all obstacles BUT sometimes love juz ain't enough. how the dating was like. like how the guy dated the ger with no expectations juz her love and liking in return? like how the ger thought he was great, one helluva guy who might be the ONE? the guy thought everything was necessary to make it work. everything have to be HER HER HER HER then all will be smooth. the focus was right. the atmosphere was perfect. the person was the one for him....
PROMISES made from the start will be the resulting hurt in the future. how true.
People overpromise and unable to deliver. like a bad salesperson. selling oneself to the other. the other thought it's worth trying out but nahz, it's foul or maybe it's juz clash of interest.
characters revealed. tolerance level lower than expected. wish can turn back time.
sad but what can we do?
He used to be good(in my standard). He used to have no complaints. He used to shower me.He used to pay attention. He used to listen. He used to not minding at all. at least we r both HAPPY shortlived happiness. Why is there no effort to keep the flame burning? to get out of the stupid routine! 2 competing struggling characters trying to gain a dignity outta of the relationship. shouldn't it be focusing on the person? the feelings to be exact...
I guess we know what are we like....
I should have take a step back and wonder, "should egos and pride be place away?" I wAS thinking the things we went through... is he still THE ONE for me? I really do not wanna waste my time and love on someone who will keep counting the faults and thinking I am never good enough for him. I wanna be appreciated. I wanna be heard. I wanna be understood. I wanna be a woman who can take her stand and stay with it - gimme the courage
Maybe he deserve better. Maybe I deserve better.
Maybe it's time to really THINK IT THRU. regardless.
I wun wanna live with someone and then regret why din I did it earlier.
Someone told me, "if something dun work out, tok it out and if u noe u did ur best and it still happened, time to move away."
well said but easier said than done...... and all of us noe it
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