I would like to blog abt something close to the heart.
and for the disclaimer: it does not refer to anyone or any incident in particular.
in life, we have many chapters. education, ages, puberty, vainity, friends, competition, money, love....
in each of these chapters, we go through more sub stages and steps in life. some climbing up the ladders, some take some steps back, some stay at one spot.
thinking of where to proceed. STEPS in life we decide.
Alrite last semester, I had this module called "Digital still images" and I had to create a 3D object that had meaning to any meaning or thoughts.
Based on what I had just said, I created fleet of stairs and doors that signifies obstacles in life like jealousy, greed, lust, darkness, courage, dare to be different.
STEPS. did we foresee what's coming?
true enough, we can't plan for everything. we can only anticipate and look forward.
we can't even expect.
------------------------------------------------------------ people come and go.
who's here to stay at the end?
humans. complicated. we dun even noe what went wrong and ego stops us. Yes, I am a ego sinner.
Let's just say I am passive. (not the lesbiany kind)
I wait for people to make the initiative. be it phone call, outing, get-together, saying 'hi'.
introvert. ya rite!
is it a bad thing? maybe. I'm just awfully NOT wanting to make the 1st STEP.
so what's the correct 1st STEP? sit and wait.
yeayea, we say, "come on! let's make things happen" but how many of us can really do it?
then we start pinpointing at each other and asking for the person who's suppose to do it.
hey, doesnt work that way.
I guess in everything, someone gotta make the 1st MOVE and have no regrets if someone rejects.
u did try.
I just hate it when people hurling hurting words without self-reflection.
everyone even animals have a threshold, a limit to everything.
where's the boundary u put to urself?
try too hard, snapped.
byebye, its over
lost and gone.
making the 1st STEP. enlightening. beat right to it.
after the serious conversation with myself, here's the cutest pics ever:
My darling huggies!
upnext, taiwan trip!
A rainbow to end my day
2:23 AM
Songs of Rainbow
Lynette is the composer of her life
Someday I will find it
Scorpion
23 years of laughter
Driven by hopes, Love and Dreams
Want an exciting Life, daring & bold