You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.
my say: quite true but not absolutely. sometimes I do look back and think about the decisions I made and try to make it better by just making myself believe that I have done better this time round. but I fail to think that anyhow, the failure has already occured. just being optimistic alrite, take the depression out.
You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.
my say: totally agree. I need the 'right person'. nneth - you are doing it right. friends - you are awesome. atmosphere - what more can I ask for being alone in the hostel is what I need away from the external world.
At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.
my say: haha. of course I have problems just don't magnify them. I just laugh it off. yes, I know what I want but I just keeping my eyes on the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. wrong, not a rainbow. it's a journey. a hard one maybe but I just thinking of HOW TO overcome the obstacles to get there. enlighten me.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
my say: people don't know but I always sleep at 3am and have been eating unhealthy food because of hall staying. physical needs definitely not fulfiled. better not show! yes, I really find it a chore to like really being interactive like making new friends or going for gatherings with my other group of friends. I am not that kind who msg people whom I seldom meet to say, "hey how are you!?" it's fake to me. like wearing a mask smiling. I am passive (not the lesbian kind).
seriously, I don't seek affiliation. in fact, I can't. a group of good friends more than I can ask for. I don't think it's a weakness to be alone eating,shopping, sleeping, staying, going for classes. I think I can make do with that. I don't wanna try so hard. Do I need to be part of the GROUP? sure do, only if they are worth it. others, I dun give a HOOT.
haha, narcisst - loving myself. sure will. admiration - sure do! that's why the special someone is being cherished for - for me.
The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.
definitely fearless. I fear.
I think sometimes people strive hard for where they are. I wanna do that too. regardless how hard this path can be.
haha yaya people say i like every movie but really, the spartans are the ones make me want for more.
y?
because it has everything: SEX, WAR, BLOOD, BODY.
yesyes, i wanna watch it ONE MORE TIME. the only thing is why I din catch it earlier! raves in forum and frm my frenz, i thought, "is it really that good?" gosh, it was BETTER THAN ANTICIPATED! and I thought it was no big deal in the end.
haha, it was A BIG DEAL.
the effects were great. the costumes, the actors. their swift fightings and battlings.
the grossome scenes are nothing compared to saw. I'm seriously starting to get used to it.
love the gorge, spartan queen when she give the stab and apparently, someone clapped in the movie (wat for? did aman clap?)
woman speaks because they gave birth to REAL MAN. well done woman, u said it right.
I watched 6 parts of the making. the 8 pacs are REAL. the training took 8 weeks. the movie was a replica of the comics. the movie was more than just war but for honour, glory. fighting eventhough u noe u wun win.
the GREEKS are a legend. whether real or not. totally speaks for itself.
the movie is a KICK-ASS one.
here's one part of the making that shows their training. the spartans really got it takes. no forgetting the queen.
you may youtube the rest: 6 parts of the making. this is part 2 where the training is shown
if there's one movie u can only watch, that will be 300.
Someone in msn tell me this and I just saved it for 2 years. noone important. just a friend but I just find this piece meaningful, don't u?
Adrian Says: Taizhong here I come!!! says: but well i believe in commitment n adapability for the one u love
Adrian Says: Taizhong here I come!!! says: it's a 2 way thing. no one is perfect Adrian Says: Taizhong here I come!!! says: it's up to u how much u're willing to change n accept for one another during e changes in times n situations
Adrian Says: Taizhong here I come!!! says: tat will determine how ur love can be measure against time
last week 3, this week 3. finally today i took a break.
I deprive of sleep but i had a helleva fun on saturday at siloso beach resort thanks to nneth, on the side note: cafe del mar seems very happening! I wanna be there one day.
hehe.
Alrite as the topic suggests, please go and catch HEROES!
it's been my DRUG ever since I watched. can't wait for the next episode to air.
I will watch prison break very soon too. keke.
here's the cast, I took from harbour mrt:
I shall not reveal too much, many are like me: ardent fans already!
there's other sites like youtube that support HEROES, google it and enjoy.....!
this song got me and aman groovin' since chinese new year but we don't know what song is this, finally i juz heard this song in MTV awards 2006 but they did not reveal the song title or singer until I started to hymn the rhythm and through some smart guesses of the lyrics, i goggled it and found the song!
so smart rite! hehe
Jeannie Ortega feat papoose - crowded
lyrics: Imma show you how it's supposed to be done, uh
[Verse 1] Don't get me started, it's getting kinda crowded in here Back up off me, I'm feeling like I'm suffocating Now here's my problem, I'm not gonna be your chick on the side Forget about it, you know damn well it wouldn't be right I don't know what you been thinking bout me Did you think this was gonna be that easy? Hell no you must be going crazy
[Chorus] Why don't you get out of my life, get out of my sight Get off of my back. Why don't you get back to your world, Go back to your girl I think you owe her. I know what's going on I won't be second to none Back off 'cause you're crowding my space You need to get out of my face
[Verse 2] Let's be honest I'm not the type of chick you can use And if you want it, if you want it you'll have to choose Oh I've been through this, been cheated on I know how it feels How would I know that, you wouldn't do the same to me. I don't know what you been thinking bout me Did you think this was gonna be that easy? Hell no you must be going crazy
[Chorus] Why don't you get out of my life, get out of my sight Get off of my back. Why don't you get back to your world, Go back to your girl I think you owe her. I know what's going on I won't be second to none Back off 'cause you're crowding my space You need to get out of my face
[Papoose] Bk, Bk Uh They say you can't have your cake and eat it too Tell me what's the meaning? What�s the sense of me having cake if I can't eat it? Cheaters never win my friend You like creeping but hate when your girl start cheating Imagine if you came home to your wife Opens your door and locked it then you found R. Kelly hiding in your closet I knew you would start cheating before you even stopped it Unlike when you double your money I'm a profit Albert Einstein was smart but I'm so wiser I'm a ladies man, your man is a womanizer You gotta fight for love, can you make a fist Since your name is Jeannie, can I make a wish? Don't mind your setbacks, every move major Growing for me hey just do me one favor He put you on the side lemme be your savior Crowded, Papoose, Jeannie Ortega
[Chorus] Why don't you get out of my life, get out of my sight Get off of my back. Why don't you get back to your world, Go back to your girl I think you owe her. I know what's going on I won't be second to none Back off 'cause you�re crowding my space You need to get out of my face
Get out of my life, get out of my sight, get off of my back Cause you're crowding my space You need to get out of my face.
