Ungrate-FOOLssssssssssss

Monday, January 29, 2007

and so the topic speaks for itself. READ IT PLS. don't repeat the act

the question is, "DO YOU THINK YOU ARE an UNGRATE-FOOL?"

let me explain, have you forgotten one's good deed that you have benefited DIRECTLY, CLEARLY and you knew it?

my mum is a classic example. no, not the ungrate-fool but the one who thinks EVERYONE is an ungrate-fool. the level for trust is only THAT HIGH.

once bitten twice shy.
she can be quite paranoid and because she thinks people are ungrate-fool.

for me, I like to help and I mean I really like to.
no ulterior motive and NO ASK FOR RETURNS.
I won't say "Oh! I helped you once, the next round ur turn."
it's so NOT automatic.

ya, saint. ya rite! but it's true.
people who noe me well noes it but I only help people who DESERVE IT.

my point is I am not promoting myself an angelic but how about people who acknowledge and when good things are here to share but left out the person who once helped him/her so much?

AM I ALSO THE CULPRIT?

maybe. so far noone pinpointed at me except my mother of coz. (remember her case I mention earlier?)

but seriously, if I have free movie tickets or be it anything. my dear friends (U BETTER KNOW WHO U R) will be the first to noe.

it's always BY THE RULES:
1st 4 tics?
mass message friends who matter.
then 1st come 1st served.
so lucky u!

In this competitive world, who share tips, notes, insider info?
maybe fools.
maybe helpfuls.
maybe me.
maybe noone.

sometimes you gotta SELECT.
sometimes you gotta REMEMBER.

BOTTOMLINE: SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA BE GRATEFUL.

this was triggered and I was quite pissed.

YOU BE THE JUDGE:

nneth was suppose to go back reservice for 2 weeks, back to changi. (poor thing! but serving the country is good ! haha)

then, he was smsing people to ask how they are going back to camp.
you noe, the usual way if people can DRIVE him there and it's on the way, y not?

for me, I will be quite paisei to msg people to ask this favour because not very close what and only see each other during reservice. hehe.

so people din reply his smses.

nono, they are NOT (YET) ungrate-FOOLS.

because it's getting pretty late, he called one of them. named him A.
nneth politely asked him if he saw the msg.
A replied yes I think (so why the hell din reply?!)
A told nneth to call this other guy named B because B is sending A there.
nneth say ok and called B guy.

B guy din pick up.
nneth called A again and ask if he could call B for him because unreachable or maybe just do not wish to pick up the phone since nneth already msged him earlier.
A replied, "I AM BUSY PACKING NOW." (hello, can stop to call rite? will die mehz?)
nneth was obviously shocked.
nneth say, "OK WHEN U HAVE THE TIME, CAN U HELP ME CALL HIM?"

ungrate-FOOL 1 EMERGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A WHO IS SO-BUSY-EVEN-TO-MAKE-A-CALL

ok, maybe nneth don't really noe him well or maybe he's just freaking jealous he got sucha cute gf aka ME! ME! ME ! ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha

not the end la.

B guy finally RESPONDED.
he replied sms by saying, "DO YOU HAVE ALOT TO BRING, I SCARE NOT ENOUGH SPACE." (eh, you think going holidays ar? how many is he sending there anyway?)

nneth replied saying, "same as previous time (apparently he sent nneth b4 and nneth PAID HIM PETROL MONEY)
nneth added, "I WILL CHIP IN, DON'T WORRY"

I was FLAMING inside le but nneth dunno.

then nneth told me,
"Last time when I had lorry, I used to send him home always at jurong west there during NS days."

"it's ok if he wanna count the petrol money with me."

B's occupation from PSA. hello, they earn quite a bit!!!!!

ungrate-FOOL 2 EMERGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you noe why am I pissed?
1. he din even bother to reply nneth's msg early.
2. no enough space for excuse?
3. he earn much much more to cover the freaking petrol.
4. it's ON THE WAY. he stay jurong west.
5. nneth used to give free rides to him so what's the issue!
6. cheapskate.
7. the A guy is so fake.
8. I will miss nneth :P
9. UNGRATE-FOOLS DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO INITIATE THE FETCH.

YUCKS. cannot make it.

pls people, don't ever be like this.

BE GRATE-FOOLS BECAUSE AT LEAST YOU KNOW YOUR HEART IS CLEAR OF CONSCIENCE.
and maybe for a bonus, you may go to heaven if there is but don't do it for heaven, do it for the person who helped u in some way or other.

watch pay-it-forward for the next syllabus

Labels: rantings

A rainbow to end my day

3:14 AM

meaningful but I am depress

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Thanks to cin, heres one meaningful piece:

The Fern and the Bamboo

There was once a man who got so sick of life, he quit his job, severed all relationship ties and headed into the woods for one last reflection.

There he saw a meditating wise man and told him why he was there.

"Can you give me one good reason not to quit?" the man asked.

The wise man responded to his question with another question, "Look around? Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes", the man replied.

The wise man continued, "When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

On the second year the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

On the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit. On the fourth year, yet again nothing came out from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit.

Then on the fifth year, a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern it was small and insignificant. But just six months later, the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the last four years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.

All this time that you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots. The growth of the bamboo was no magic. Yet it towers above the fern in the end. Don't compare yourself to others.

The bamboo has a different purpose from the fern. But together they both make the forest beautiful. The wise man then looked pointedly at the man and said, "Your time will come. Take your roots and you shall rise high just like the bamboo."

ORIGIN OF STORY UNKNOWN

yes, be PATIENT...I have to tell myself over and over again

i need this so much because I am feeling so depress because of my braces.

seriously, I am so restless, lack of drive, complete slacker and just wanna lay back.

SO unlike me and darn, I hate myself now.

I can't eat almost anything except porridge and liquid food if there are any others.

my mouth feels a chore to speak, laugh, smile, chew and even to close.

yes, I feel DEPRESS

my food! i want my fishballs, chicken rice, whatever. I am a sucker for good food.

i know it's temporary but it feels like hell forever.

i wanna go home too so i can at least eat some OTHER food.

on the hindsight, I am INSPIRING MODE ON, meaning that I will post and crap more about INSPIRATION to chase off those saddening disease getting on to me.

I can do this since I can almost DO ANYTHING.

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A rainbow to end my day

2:22 PM

darling, is it real?

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

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A rainbow to end my day

4:23 AM

the brave little kiwi

You must watch this. I teared because it's so touching.

I was immerse in the kiwi's feelings and emotions in that state.

It's how powerful a short animation can bring across such a strong storyline with meanings

When I watched this, I did not understand what it's trying to do until I went to the website and read up on this:

"Kiwi!" is an animation about a Kiwi - a type of bird that cannot fly, who spends its whole life working towards achieving his dream. The kiwi strived to create the illusion that it was flying over a forest as it soared down through the sky from the top of a cliff. Thus, the kiwi spent what must have been its whole life nailing trees to the side of a cliff. All this, to fulfil its one dream of flying, even though it was technically unable to. There are several powerful messages behind Kiwi, but mainly, it makes you think: no matter how absurd and seemingly out of reach your dreams are, what's stopping you from achieving them?

Kiwi's had a huge online success, with currently over 1.75 million views and 9000 comments on the online video site 'YouTube' in approximately just 3 days. The animation has been recently featured on YouTube and currently ranks in at the #1 favorited video in the arts and animation category of all time. As I'm sure you'll agree, "Kiwi!" is an inspiration to us all.

truly amazing and motivating. the kiwi died after fulfiling his dream, the dream of flight.

how many of us can reach this point of enlightening, slogging to get what they want?

I must buck up. been heads down and truly this is inspiring

don't ever you bring my confidence down.

my friends, you can do it too

Labels: lesson learnt

A rainbow to end my day

2:02 AM

brace me!

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

it started quirky.
some ended their journey.
some on their way.
some are like me.

never too old.

damn weird!

and I am quite determined and very relieve.

but no hard food, constant brushing and even NO MORE SUGARY food.

how can I live!

women... for the sake of beauty.

and errmm.. for the sake of beautiful bride and also maybe a ricebowl

thanks to papa!

wish me luck for no extractions and cheers to damon braces.

it better work.

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A rainbow to end my day

5:42 PM

whenever... when?

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

whenever am I going to graduate?

whenever am I going to earn some bucks like at least 5k?

whenever am I return my debts of school fees?

whenever am I going to score the best grades?

whenever am I going to really study hard?

whenever can the nerd transformation take place?

whenever can I ever lose that tummy?!!!

whenever am I going to start exercise?

whenever am I going to get tall? impoossible :(

whenever are you going to donate some money to me?

whenever kenneth is going to give me a NICE BIG BIG RING?

whenever can I change my handphone to some super functions and designer look?

whenever am I going to stop crapping and finish this tutorial on my table?

NEVER SAY NEVER
just a matter of time

baby

Labels: rantings

A rainbow to end my day

1:49 AM

Love case

Friday, January 19, 2007

u noe sometimes forum can teach us alot of things.

as a matter of fact. true encounters allow u to prepared for the worst and even things you never thot it could happen to u.

I saw this case and I thought it was really worth thinking about:

WILL YOU GIVE HIM A 2ND CHANCE FOR A MISTAKE?

depends.

read on. (warning: long read but interesting for the mind and soul)
and I just want to say, ladies: you are not alone.

gotten it from flowerpod.com.sg

Background
SO and I have been together for almost 4.5 years. I am 26 and and working. He is 21 and in NS.
His parents disapprove of our relationship (not due to the age gap but other things) and have been pressuring him to break up with me since day 1. but he hanged on.
He is generally a perfect SO with cares a lot for me and spends most of his time with me.
After he got posted to his unit in NS, he goes clubbing everynow and then. Although I didn't like it very much, I felt I should trust him so I don't disallow him to go (not that I really have the right to disallow him anyway). On several occasions, he has brought me along with him. But I don't enjoy clubbing.

Main Story
Today I looked at his HP sms when he was over at my place (I know I shouldn't but I couldn't resist). Obviously he met a gal last night when he was out clubbing. I guess if I allow him to go clubbing, I should be prepared that he might chat with gals. What angered me was that he smsed the gal this morning and asked her out for lunch. She wasn't free.

He was asleep. So I woke him up, pushed his HP to him, and asked him to explain. He kept quiet. Then he went through his inbox and deleted those sms. I told him, delete all you want but I have read enough. I left him alone and went about to do my things. Later on, we talked. I questioned him calmly. Eventually he admitted that he asked for her phone number. He claimed it was the first time he has done that. I asked why, he said he was just being playful. And insisted they only danced and sms. Never went out together.

I said, if he didn't love me anymore, just let me go, and he will be free to know other girls and have his fun. He said he still love me a lot. I tried to knock some sense into him, telling him, he has already sacrificed so much for our relationship (being withstanding his parent's disapproval), why must he do some silly thing and break our trust. If he is tired of being with me, or tired of facing his parents' disapproval, then the right thing should be that he let me go.

He said he knew it was a stupid thing to do. It was the first time, and it will be the last. And he asked for my forgiveness. I didn't scream at him or asked for breakup or chased him out of the house or anything. I merely cried a lot. Now he has gone home but he will be back again soon to bring me out for dinner.

I don't know what to do. He says he will not go clubbing anymore (i did not tell he not to go, he volunteered it). But I said even then, I don't know how to trust him again.

by a podder.
______________________

she don't want to break up with him. But she don't know how to trust him again.

DYING QUES FROM HER:
How do I tell whether he is truly sorry? How do I tell if he truly loves me? How do I tell whether I should continue waiting for him, like I have done for the past 4 years? I know I chose to be with someone who is much younger than me and who can't marry me until several years later. In the past I know it is worth waiting because the love is true. Now? I am not so sure. Will I wait for him for another 2 years, only to to catch him doing something fishy again?

Was he just being playful? Does he really love me? Is this relationship worth holding on to?

AND THIS IS MY FRIENDLY 2 CENTS WORTH:

How do I tell whether he is truly sorry?
- It's really hard to say. based on my experience, guys can be gd actors. maybe he's really sorry but we all noe there's something call temptations and girls who MAY make the initiative and they think, WHY NOT?

How do I tell whether I should continue waiting for him, like I have done for the past 4 years?
- girl... i know it's never easy. i had a 5 yrs before and he betrayed me. time is NOT AN ISSUE. i know there are many obstacles and memories but when people change, thigns change, expectations change. one for themselves. waiting, waiting and waiting and end up NOTHING.

TO BE realistic, how long can someone wait?
what are the opportunity costS?
what are the risk of change of heart?
remember: YOUTH IS A WOMAN'S PRECIOUS THING.
if you lose it, it's gone..... gone forever!
my point is if he's worth the time even for the slightest mistake, girl you make the call.

I know I chose to be with someone who is much younger than me and who can't marry me until several years later. In the past I know it is worth waiting because the love is true. Now? I am not so sure.

- you made the choice and you should have known it from the start. risky but you took the chance for 4.5 yrs!!!!!!!!! geez.. i kinda admire you! not easy. but don't because of the sacrifices you made and not willing to take the plunge but noone noes what lies ahead.

the longer you drag, the harder and more hurt inflicted. you should noe.
marry???? sorry ger. I hope life is SIMPLE as it sounds.

the future of u settling with him is bleak.
I mean NS guys - who noes?
how he will be treating u as a WIFE?
we don't noe.
uncertainty 100%

don't tell me TRUE LOVE.
yes, u miss him. u love him.
but realistically, how vague this truth is becoming to be when other issues are raising?
don't talk abt the past. you know the PRESENT AND FUTURE matters most.

SOMETIMES LOVE IS JUST AIN'T ENOUGH.
we all seek. we all pursue but at the end of the day, who talks abt I MARRIED FOR LOVE?
OTHER things matter.
however, if other matters goes well and you LOVE HIM i mean TRULY then you are one of the luckiest few smile.gif

Will I wait for him for another 2 years, only to to catch him doing something fishy again?

2 yrs..... how will u ever come up with such a time frame?
so if not, you MOVE on after that?

girl... its 6.5 yrs of ur life!!!!!!!!

how many men you would have met and cherished u?
I mean you are with him meaning there's somethin worth looking forward to rite?

a FUTURE. a husband.

so, why 2 yrs?
shouldn't be a WHOLE LIFETIME?

Was he just being playful? Does he really love me? Is this relationship worth holding on to?

HE'S young. he's exploring.
is that an ACCEPTABLE REASON?
sorry not to me.
because i c men who play all their lives.
taking numbers and have a girl waiting for them at home
wondering, have they gone home after clubbing

a leopard will never change its spots.

true. some guys will settle down.
does your boy belong to this category?
again, WE DUNNO.
Because based on a mistake you just mention.

girl, LOVE IS thin red line between NEED.
he could be used to u.
he could have something that cling on to u.
or maybe he JUST LOVE U.

but i prefer that LOVE do fades thru time regardless of any obstacles.
he love u and wouldn't have done that.

why risk it?
he risked it.
why must u turn his risk and turn it to urs?

2 choices: leave him to explore and take all of his nonsense and praying u end up with him after he turns 25.
or move on, get a man who deserve u and whom u deserve regardless the kind of man he will turn out to be.

a MISTAKE is ALWAYS a mistake

gd luck.
woman don't let the HEART RULE THE MIND.

THE HEART IS A weak thing

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THEN i started do my girl thing, imagining if what I said is what i will do if it ever happen to me...

suddenly I thought maybe I will just murder him....

Labels: love

A rainbow to end my day

3:28 AM

happy things

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Yes, girls do have their excuses too but let me call them reasons.

NO FUTURE
CONCENTRATE ON STUDIES
POSSESSIVE
DEMANDING
NO TRUST
NO TIME

and more...

but to be on a neutral side, all these are crap.

"the only reason you forsake love is love itself."

k drop this topic!

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happy things as the name suggest!

friends during NY 2007 in Danny's hse:

only without aman and kenneth? always got people missing

Steamboat is the best

thanks to shirly, ben, lainez, kenny to prepare. maybe not lainez but for her QC.

then we created some sparks to burn his hse down.

OF COZ NOT! we are nice pretty girls :) (lucky boys!

)

we saw fireworks from his room. It was amazing because we can be in the comfort of UNCROWD and yet still be 'present' at the magnificent of them.
great way to start 2007!

fun games keep ROLLIN' ROLLIN' ROLLIN'
indian poker - don't smoke me the next time

till we are drunk and dunk.
we get all red and high.
the game really BEGINS!
hahaa
let's get KENNY down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why is ben still sober?
girls can drink I tell u.

oppsss.

but hey, CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING!

and I see pigs everywhere.

Labels: pictures for memories

A rainbow to end my day

4:34 PM

Someone's jerk becomes someone's prince charming

Thursday, January 11, 2007

1st, It all started with purely just girls' talk.

heartbroken history we all try to hide and left untold unless asked.

then we realised, guys have a common voice when breaking up:

"you are a nice girl but I...."
"we may or may not be together again..."
"my love is not as strong as before..."

DUH! and one of my gd gal frenz wonder if they had a manual of
how to lose a girl in 10 days!

geez.

how many times do they have to do it?
I mean I have NOTHING against men but sometimes they are just quite dumb to get caught offguard or should I say, underestimate women's intelligence? haha

don't argue, just read on.

yes, it takes 2 hands to clap but what can cause a men to say GOODBYE without even shedding a tear and wakes up tomorrow feeling great and very much SINGLE.

memories - nothing to them.
then they voiced out giving reasons like:
STRESS
UNREASONABLE
POSSESSIVE
DEPENDENT
OTHER PRIORITIES

what?! like girls don't even have the reason TO LIVE.

yaps, they are the stronger sex or should I say SEX DRIVES THEM ALL.

ok then where's the sense of responsbility and commitment?
then they say F it!
girls go bOO HOOO......... who suffers? their gfs (nola, I am not complaining)

FAIRNESS, LET'S TALK ABOUT IT.

next days,weeks or months maybe even years.
girl sees guy with another girl.
girl gathers gfs and all started chanting, "WHAT A JERK, ASSHOLE, BASTARD AND WHATEVER CRUDE NAMES GIRLS CAN EXCLAIM."
another girl suffers.

the whole bulli cycle repeats.

there we go,

Someone's JERK becomes someone's PRINCE CHARMING.
so when u get a real guy (or so u think he's the one), have he been a jerk to someone else?

let's digress to women.

we are one confident bunch.
you can say we are lucky getting gd guys.
then guy's repeat their script.
TRANSFORM TO JERK.
girl suffers.
then girl gets another guy and find him so sweety.

well well well. no comments for bad judgements
but what is my point?

NOONE NOES who is going to have the last laugh.

wow! I GOT A GREAT ONE?! HE'S THE ONE.
WOWWEE! i love him so much!

pls, give some space for the jerkiness that he MIGHT or MIGHT NOT POSSESS.

gd luck, love is a risk anyway

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A rainbow to end my day

1:37 AM

what?

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

yes, borat. funnily stupidity to the core! haha

I don't know what's humour to u

but here's something to humour u FOC:

This is only part 1. click on it and there's other parts.

enjoy! haha but then again, SO LAME.....

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A rainbow to end my day

2:36 AM

Not too late

Thursday, January 04, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007!

Every year I make resolutions that never was fulfiled.

This year I omit and reduce to 1 more meaningful:

BE HAPPY :)

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the things went through

Some self reflections in year 2006 and things I have made a blunder out of myself due to desires.

yeaps, ought to admit mistakes and I am glad it's over.

the people that come and go.

the memories - good and bad.

the pierced that went through my heart and hit someone that was standing close to me.

I took it all in and back.

I require the balance
and I made the step.

So fake wearing mask, I decided to quit the masquerade.

I don't deny the past but will keep in mind.

they make up of me
the big ego booster

something of me I subconscious knew.
I should be thankful because I did not know how powerful this me can bring across.
I can't recognise me with I sometimes

I am so thankful my loved ones willing to accept my forgiveness and embraced me back.
I am so lucky to be what I am today.
yeaps, I always count my blessings.

my friend, I hope you do.

because life is short and let's apprehend the simple sweet things life can bring.

embrace and breathe.

to the one last breath of urs - so much it can take you
and prepare for the ride of your life.

you know I am talking to u, obviously

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A rainbow to end my day

9:18 AM

A lit' treat from me

Ungrate-FOOLssssssssssss

Monday, January 29, 2007

meaningful but I am depress

Saturday, January 27, 2007

darling, is it real?

the brave little kiwi

brace me!

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

whenever... when?

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Love case

Friday, January 19, 2007

happy things

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Someone's jerk becomes someone's prince charming

Thursday, January 11, 2007

what?

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Not too late

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Songs of Rainbow

Someday I will find it

The Rainbow connection

The Lovers, Dreamers

& me

The pot of gold at the end

Must go

Someone out here