HAve you ever been a sinner for taking things for granteD?
I am sure we all have.
please repent before it's too late.
recently, someone I noe father passed away and from what i know, it was very sudden. the thought that u saw him smiling yesterday is today lying gracefully in a place whom we do not know its existence call heaven.
I was astonished. because noone was given a chance to do things to cherish him. at least to show. the art of expressing.
haiz. I am a guilty sinner for this.
cherish. have you ever cherished the people you cared around u? time wait for noone. disease have no mercy.
I made my point very clear. the PRESENT that matters. who cares what the future lies? do we know if we are ever going to spend the fat big lump sum in our accounts? do we know if tomorrow comes and we can wake up to see the sun in our eyes.
sadly, noone noes.
I remember vaguely this same incident that striked me once. someone told me about his closed one leaving without a trace, without a sign... it's heartening. only leaving a note behind him for people to read.
I lost my grandmother and I really had a hard time. I dreamt of her. I cried like the lit' baby born without noeing what life can bring. I wonder why?
yeaps. pricks me. I did not fulfil what I planned to give her. I wanted her to see me getting married, passing me the jade she wanted for me, I wanted her to see my children. I wanna hear her stories with anxiety. I wanna touch her flaky skin that shows how much pain she had gone thru.
Still, I was glad for the moments we spent.
From here, I learnt. we Dunno WHAT is going to happen in the future. Plan all u want - for the fame, money, status, career
but ultimately, for the LOVE - it juz strikes u and leaves u before you know it. now, I can only keep in my heart and take it out whenever im alone to feel the memories coming alive once again
