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the forsaken

Friday, May 05, 2006

we met.


I dunno why... I appeared strong

I know I am strong

he asked why I seemed unaffected? heartless maybe that's what he meant



so hidden behind that mask.


now?

my heart is piercing into pieces.

the nite is torturing me...

BUT i made this choice
I bear the consequences


Sometimes I wanna let go of everyting and juz say the magic words of asking him back in my life.

but I can't.

the words in my heart are not in my mind.
perhaps, I couldn't find the best reason to let go......

i have never cried so much in my life than now
ya not even the departure of jack.

DO i really love this guy?
or it was a moment of loss because im used to this guy?

need vs love.

"Take care of urself coz I am not there to take care of u"
"I miss ur hugs, ur smell, ur kisses..."


all in all, I feel distorted.



credits to DMC


Will i regret to forsake this guy in my life....
I am beginning to feel this way...

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