Did I disappoint you or let you down? I have made up my mind. I decided to leave U not because U have been a bad lover. I know I love You. and I still do I was so sure because my heart skipped a beat I dream of our future like being with you feels like the rainbow behind me
I know I have not been the goodie gf all these times. one who keep making u wait, one who make u angry, one who never help u save money, one who complains alot, one who promises to cook for u one day but never did, one who had plans like the camping out and puzzle but never fulfil...
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
I am thankful you taught me what's love again after loving him. I learn to love again. I overcome my fear of jealousy and possessive. U provided the security a girl should have. U made me happy :) I know u did....
Treated me like a princess before with all the late night suppers, rides back, and helping me with the miscellaneous.
again, I am thankful for everything U have sacrifice for me. I will remember for the lover U've been to me
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Sometimes love juz ain't enough We have expectations - that kills our foresight, our feelings and our fear I fear the future with u - I fear it's not what I will expect I foresee things beyond my imagination - I think too much I feel not only with my heart but with my mind - I wanna be rational.
After seeing other peoples' setbacks and my own, I have become vulnerable. I have become even abit heartless. I want something that WILL work out - as if I wanna play goddess of love.
Took your soul out into the night.
someone told me before, if something wun work out, it will be hard to work out unless someone change or the other someone will be able to tolerate.
I dun wish you to change because it's U that i fall for. I can't tolerate either
what choice do I have left?
Ya, I maybe selfish - I think for myself only but I believe What I did was best for both of us.
It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care.
I promised I will be there for u Can we be friends?
at least we say our goodbye as a friend and not as an enemy
You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd be the father of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bear my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
thanks kenneth for everything. thanks for the happiness during this 1 yrs 4 mths approx. thanks for 7 Jan 2004 thanks for loving me thanks for appearing my life thanks for being there for me always
I wish you all the best in ur journey. the journey we both pursue in parallel routes. thanks for bypassing mine and leaving steps behind. I have learned so much and gained so much insight as a lover, a friend and as a woman. U will always be the only baddie in my heart. always the "baddie"
maybe years down the road, I will regret. I will miss the times we shared.
I will keep it deep inside my heart and when I am free, I will take it out to recall the memories.
for now, I wish to be free & single... and rediscovering myself
thanks for reading this post and understanding my misery. I've teared and my eyes are swellin' but I see clearer now..
I appreciate everyone's concern but dun worry, I will be fine :)
