humans are selfish
Sunday, September 23, 2007
we are so selfish.
yes don't tell me you are not
we always think of ourselves.
"Oh, how about me?"
"I am going to lose out"
"who cares? not my problem!"
During WDA PA, I was buying fruits and apparently, val saw some flies around the fruits and then she told me not to eat. then I innocently asked why din the vendors take precautions? I mean what if someone get food poisoned or something.
She told me, "Do you think they care? they only care of selling of what they have. Nobody cares for you but only your family."
can I add my friends too? lol
yea true, who really cares. especially in this pragmatic world out there where I am killing you, you are killing me and selling things to earn that decent bucks. Nahz, disclaimer again: It doesn't refer to ANY FREAKING ONE OR ANYONE ALIVE.
I am so learning to be selfless.
Life lessons to start will be in university life I realise,
People are so KIASU and think their notes are like their route to success in life.
so when I ask, "hey can I lend your notes?"
funny looks of exchange, implying, "NO! YOU ARE GOING TO LOSE ME IN EXAMS"
can I blame them? yea no, blame myself for not attending lesson.
because university works in a bell curve.
my grades are determined by my peers.
they do well, I do bad.
they do bad, I might do well.
it's not a constant but a dependency variable!
gawd, we are moulded into selfish human beings....
I want to help (truthfully)
until now, i feel guilty for not giving answers for past year exam questions to my yr 1 friend but my mum taught me to be GRATEFUL.
if this friend refuse before, why Should I help him/her?
looking at historical records, why should i?
then the taunting question, "good deeds are done without asking for anything in return"
ok so now, people can ask me for notes without even blinking.
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how about feelings?
you keep helping someone then in the end the person refuse to help.
my prof from England told me a joke(I thought it's funny so laugh with me, HAHAHAHHA)
He find Singaporeans have this weird culture where people help you once and you have to remember it so next time they ask for your help, you are suppose to reciporcate.
who tracks this?
maybe get a LIFE ORGANISER.
I laugh to myself. everyone drew a stern expression.
why?
because I can't even remember who helped me and whom I help?
am I suppose to be a non-Singaporean because only my prof and I were laughing.
feelings. hmmmm.. how do you feel when your friend is selfish?
sucks eh! BOMB HIM/HER, THROW SHIT AT HIM/HER, CURSE AND SWEAR ALL U WANT but at the back or the new way, FACEBOOK! (my friends who got spanked, slapped, kick are just for fun!hahha)
swallow it and say, you won't stoop so low to be a moron like him/her.
as I say again, IT DO NOT REFER TO ANYONE ALIVE DEAD CONDEMNED BY ME
It's just my thoughts of nonsense and I wanna let it out.
man, I do offend alot of people but WHO CARES? lol
people say I got attitude problem but THAT'S THEIR PROBLEM. lol
lastly, my wonderful conclusion will be:
"Humility is not thinking less of yourself, it is thinking of yourself less"
cheryl's nick but I am still figuring out.....
NO SELFISH BEINGS! OR ELSE YOU ARE A MORON!
FIGHT WITH U IN FACEBOOK - VAMPIRE, CS, WARBOOK. HAHALabels: lesson learnt, me
A rainbow to end my day
6:34 PM
