so many things have change
Friday, January 03, 2014
things have change but people?
I think I have changed. I am glad it's for the better.. *grin*
2013 have been great.
- I got married to a great guy. he's not rich but he got the heart and treat me like a little queen :P
Marriage is for life and I hope we can make this last because no one knows what the future holds.
constantly creating the sparks and communication is key.
I never thought I would meet the one.
I had all these "standards" and "hygiene" like the guy cannot have BO, bad breath, snoring etc.
Keith have fulfilled them all. hope he maintains this way.
we will work hard together for our future. YEA!
- I got pregnant. yeaps, it's true. I am going to be a mother *gasps*
I am truly blessed to be given this gift from God. only he can create life.
it wasn't planned for but it just happen and I am glad :)
it's been 7 and a half months this pregnancy journey and it's been great.
I feel her little movements and big kicks in my belly... so miraculous and I am enjoying every moment.
I think I should record my pregnancy journey else I forget like my mum.
I asked her and she's like "so many years ago already, I forget"
My pregnancy started as a SHOCK.
I did not realised I was pregnant until i missed my menses for a week.
I felt normal except my stomach was not bloated. usually, before menses, my stomach will bloat out (not as if i have no tummy.)
so ok, I tested the pregnancy kit and it's POSITIVE.
i didn't believe it so i went to the doc. POSITIVE AGAIN. they took test kit to do it. -.-"
ok took folic acid then i had a bali trip upcoming.
at that time, I was lost and confused.
Should we get married? what if he don't want? can i take on this burden to be a single mum?
what is abortion like? how my parents feel? do we have the money to buy house and marry?
do i love this guy to spend the rest of my life with ? does he love me? will i regret?
what will happen if this kid grow up in a single parent family?
so many questions with no answers.
we decided to have a H2H talk about this.
he asked me 3 questions:
- Do I want to marry him?
- Am I ready to be a mum?
- How much do I want this?
he's a logical and practical person so he need these answers before he can make a decision.
well, to put the story short. the journey was great. we just ROM-ed first in TCC@keppel bay and decided we will put the banquet and customary on hold first till I give birth.
we bought our EC house all within a month in August which is ready by May 2016
we went to Bali and I drank alcohol (the last touch) and played in waterbom park in Kuta, Bali. took exciting water rides.. really fun! actually I was so "gung ho" as by right first trim, should be very careful else miscarry.
I had so much faith in God that this baby is meant to be and NOTHING not even the devil can take this baby away from us :)
"You shall serve the Lord your God, and he[a] will bless your bread and your water, and I will take sickness away from among you. 26 None shall miscarry or be barren in your land; I will fulfill the number of your days." - Exodus 23:25 to 26
my GOD is here protecting me and my baby... forever and for the rest of our days together :)
First trimester was smooth. I had good appetite and no morning sickness.. just nausea feeling all the time.
the only sad thing is I cannot drink or eat my fave sashimi :(
I ate one time and drank one time because my friend say as long as it's fresh, it's ok to take a few! but gosh, i felt so guilty after that.
I drank so much milk. 2 cartons every week - Marigold low fat, hi cal with DHA omega 3 is LOVE! yums
I tried taking supplements but the tablets are too big for me to swallow and I vomited them out therefore, I decided to do without them even when I used a cutter.
It is a joy to go gynae and see the little heartbeat growing inside me.
the joys of being pregnant is unexplainable.
I see her growing week by week makes it all worth it.
2nd trim was rather smooth sailing too.
Though I had nasty yeast infection that has form to a culture. it was afraid it will be strep B which is more complicated and will affect the baby.
I was also really tired. sleepy and having spinning headaches from time to time.
boobs got bigger, tummy getting heavier and rounder.
I was garnering for a boy but it turn out to be a girl! my hubby is happy :)
I wish for a healthy baby most importantly.
my OSCAR test was 1/555 probability and 555 represents grace! Praise the Lord!
this girl is rather active.
kicking, jabbing, turning, tossing, somersaulting I am sure.
I already love her before I met her like the savage garden song, "I knew I loved you before I met you"
Other things I felt during pregnancy is I was dropping hair and also feeling constipated. I tried eating fruits but still constipated until I get piles :(
got this lump at my anus but it's harmless so just putting moisturizer on it.
I also got flashes of ezcema on my face and scalp.
as you can see, if you read till here. I am trying to be as detailed as possible so next time can use it as a reference :)
good thing is i didn't put on much weight. the start of my pregnancy, I was 46.5kg and now I am 53.8kg.
my 2nd trim.. I didn't have much cravings or appetite. really weird unlike the rest.
so my friends told me, if they didn't see my belly, they wouldn't guessed I am pregnant.
my tummy is also not as big as my friend's wife who had her navel button sticking out already.
Moving onto 3rd trim now!
the first day of 3rd trim - horror thing happened! in the early morning, I feel liquid trickling down my legs.
I woke up at 9am in horror. I was bleeding and I rush to the toilet and wanted to pee but pee out chunks of blood. I was shivering. I hope my baby is ok. I prayed to GOD.
the night before, I felt my baby kicking vigorously. I wonder what happen so I went to c my gynae straight away and was still bleeding. when i took out my undergarment with my pad, the blood flow out like water tap on the gynae table below.
I knew it was my placenta - the life source for my baby.
I had placenta previa (major) and like the gynae say, it's like a seed planted - u will never know where the "Seed" will be planted.
I can rely on my GOD for this healing.
In his stripes, I am healed!
so I was admitted to hospital in thomson medical centre for 2 nights in a 2 bedder room.
My hubby stayed by my side until he gotta go off for running errands as his sister was getting married the following day.
i was still bleeding but not as much as before. I tried to pass motion but exert force so I bled more.
I just continue to relax... and was told to bed rest and no unnecessary movements.
after discharging from hospital, I still went to my sis-in-law wedding on 29 Dec but unable to go meet my friends for NYE countdown :( I was upset because every year, I was there until this year.
my hubby did not allow me to go because it's too big a risk.
nevertheless, it's been a week now - I am on hospitalisation leave and cheers to 2014!
15 march - my EDD and I can't wait to see my little one.
it's going to be a great journey in 2014 - parenthood, motherhood and babyhood.
I am going to go thru C-sect and may GOD give me the strength and courage with a smooth delivery as he has delivered me from my transgressions.
all glory to almighty GOD, my father, my abba.. my jehovah jireh, my shalom peace... and everything that had me whole and bring me to where I am today.
Labels: 2014, happy me, love, marriage, pregnant, relationships
A rainbow to end my day
5:12 PM
Hello again
Saturday, August 31, 2013
this blog came a long way, I've came a long way.
What a god-blessed journey this have been!
GOSH!I don't know where to start seriously.
Later then I will update days of my life so that this blog will be read by my generations and generations and stories to be told :)
yes, I never understood why people closed and opened and closed blogs again and again.
they are our journals, memories, things that doesn't kill us but made us stronger!
I have noone to prove to but to myself so this blog - may it last forever :)
here's something I thought I wanna share with my grandchildren and myself to laugh at:
92 truths about me
Name: Lynette Chee
Age: 29
Birthdate: 13/11/1983
Present Address: Singapore
What Was Your:
1. last beverage = plain water
2. last phone call = Mummy
3. last text message = Shirly Hing
4. last song you listened to = Titanium - David Guetta and SIA
5. last time you cried = at church on last Sunday :) for GOD
Have You Ever:
6. dated someone twice = No.
7. been cheated on = Yes.
8. kissed someone & regretted it = Never
9. lost someone special = Yes.
10. been depressed = Yes.
11. been drunk and threw up = Yes.
List Three Favourite Colors:
12. Blue
13. Pink
14. Black
Last Year(2012), Have You:
15. Made a new friend = Many
16. Fallen in love = Yes
17. Laughed until you cried = Yes
18. Met someone who changed you = Tremendously
19. Found out who your true friends were = Definitely
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Everyone talks about me, but I don't really care
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = Yes.
General:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Proudly say more than 1000
24. Do you have any pets = 2 dogs and counting...
25. Do you want to change your name = No.
26. What did you do for your last birthday= booked a chalet
27. What time did you wake up today = 9am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = watching Percy Jackson in the movies
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = to get married :D
30. Last time you saw your Mother= in the afternoon!
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life= Stop wasting so much time and money when I was young
32. What are you listening to right now = the Fan behind me
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?= Never
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Stomach pain
35. Most visited webpage = Facebook for sure
37. Nickname = Nette, Lyn, Short one, fat one, xiao mei
38. Relationship Status = Engaged!
39. Zodiac sign = Pig
40. Male or Female = Female
41. Elementary = Haig Girls'
42. High School = Telok Kurau Sec
43. College = Singapore Polytechnic
44. Hair color = white and black
45. Long or short = Long
46. Height = 153cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = ya once.
48. What do you like about yourself? = Positive!
50. Tattoos = No way!
51. Righty or lefty= Righty
Firsts :
52. First surgery = No.
53. First piercing = Baby time
54. First best friend = Sherene Mahtani
55. First sport you joined = Badminton
56. First vacation = Los Angelos
58. First pair of trainers = Reebok
Right Now:
59. Eating = no
60. Drinking = no
61. I'm about to = bathe and sleep
62. Listening to = Fan behind me..
63. Waiting for = to bathe and sleep
Your Future
64. Want kids? = yes!
65. Get Married? = yes!
66. Career? = yes, earn more!
Which Is Better :
67. Lips or eyes = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = kisses
69. Shorter or taller = Taller
70. Older or Younger = Forever young pls
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Arms
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hesitant
Have You Ever :
76. Kissed a stranger = Yes
77. Drank hard liquor = Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Yes
79. Sex on first date = No.
80. Broke someone's heart = Yes
81. Had your own heart broken = Yes
82. Been arrested = Never!
83. Turned someone down = Yes
84. Cried when someone died = Yes
85. Fallen for a friend = Yes
Do You Believe In:
86. Yourself = Yes
87. Miracles = I say its GOD
88. Love at first sight = Yes
89. Heaven = Yes
90. God = Yes
91. Kiss on the first date = Yes
92. Angels = YesLabels: happy me, love me, me
A rainbow to end my day
11:13 PM
god is great
Tuesday, November 08, 2011
I recently embarked a journey to know god.
and when god came into my life, it was great, it was amazing!
with god's grace, I've experienced greatness.
so this greatness starts here. it's about my father.
All along, my father is a man of a few words.. he work so hard that every weekend, every family outing, he was not around.
however, he made efforts to appear during my graduations, my overseas study trips to send me off in airports - was more than I could ever ask for truly.
My childhood was great because of my ever greatest mum but father is always around to support me financially and in times of trouble - when I was cheated, dumped in love, work etc.
he's not all great sometimes, he scold and insult too. but I take it all in just because he's my father and for my own good I presume.
when I was learning how to drive, it was not rosy because he's a driving instructor and frankly, i was a bad driver then :P so the scoldings went all the way from the driveways and to home even. being a man, being my father - he had expectations of a driving instructor's daughter.
Now that I am driving, he never fail to surprise me - wash my car, polish my car, bring my car for servicing, offer to sponsor this and that.
So where does GOD have a part to play in this?
I never thought much of my father. I've been showering my love to my mum who was more needy and attention seeking (I mean she's a woman?)
Last night, i was praying if god want to make changes in my life.. let it start with my family.
When I was driving home, I was thinking of my father.
I was thinking of the funny moments where I tried to find my father's car in the parking lot to park beside him vice versa and how he tell me, he washed my car speck and span and trying to get some acknowledgement from me. to me, it's funny - funnily loving. he would wash my car from time to time - free car wash, who don't want? haha
then my sis came home today say there's a funny incident just after my thoughts of my dad run thru my mind.
she told me an old friend randomly ask her if she wanna learn driving because he has a good intructor in woodlands to intro and his name is robert.
what are the odds that our father name robert is also staying & teaching in woodlands?!
so my sis ask if his surname is "chee"
then all came to light - he was introducing my father to all of his friends and to my sis!
LOL, i wanna shout: PRAISE THE LORD!!!!
he introduced 10 friends to my dad and my sis didn't ask him to intro driving instructor. he just spread the word volunteerily without rewards, without repayment.
he told my sis, my father was a strict and good instructor and scolded him when he was late.
wow! I was impressed and thankful to this guy friend of my sis.
inside me, I also know who to thank - the greater someone who is answering to my prayer almost immediately.
in god's grace, we reign.
thank god for taking care of my father :)
i pray for more greatness as I am righteous in my faith.Labels: father, god, happy me, love
A rainbow to end my day
7:14 PM
I wanna wish you a merry x'mas
Sunday, December 24, 2006
The Diamond X'mas Tree from Soo Kee Jewellery.
awww when I was young, my mother told me "A diamond is a girl's best friend" and yea, I used to wait for her at the barbies section while she go on a diamond expedition.
to me, "A barbie is then a girl's best friend"
when I hit 21, diamond SUDDENLY had a connection with me!
Ok not so SUDDEN but with progression from CRYSTALS 1st then introducing the BIG boss: diamond - the hardest object in the world.
beautiful! yeah....
MY NEW ACQUIRED BEST FRIEND. I wanna be close to it as possible. there's this CONNECTION - unexplainable. I can see it glow from a distance. I can feel its presence.
This X'mas tree is like one BIG GLOWING TEMPTATION! HAHA..
more about this tree:
Recorded in the Singapore book of records
1st ever diamond x'mas tree from Soo Kee Jewellery
crafted over 12,966 man hours
weigh over 3215kg
decorated with 456 lights
with 3762 of crystals
encrusted with 21798 diamonds
total of 913 carats
Lastly, Have yourself a merry little x'mas.
spread the loveLabels: happy me
A rainbow to end my day
5:00 PM
I just want a simple life
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
why do we have to complicate matters?
it's either BLACK or WHITE.
Somethings doesn't really matter.
Recently I am on MARRIAGE STRIKE! to find out what I mean, read on! hoho 
ok, this is a term I named myself, purely lynette's philosophy
It all started with a series of events and experiences that I must share it and look back as I get older. the surroundings, people around me and the things I read and see seem to be conveying a message and I just find it really amazing.
it's like almost close to nirvana
the 1st part of the story:
My work deals with customers and I must say some of them really plan for their future, setting aside money for a better living.
It was then I started to reflect on myself.
I must too start saving (Ok don't introduce endowment or savings plan now to me, I am a poor student!)
saving for the future. Nneth also had the same sentiments and saving too.
only spend if we have the capabilities.
some things cannot rush for the sake of showing off.
Actually I think I am quite thrifty already except for some indulgences because I am still a lady. haha! 
Nowadays, people are pursuing so much in life: status, career, car, credit card and end up choking up with loans and debts. I must yearn to cut down on my spending because for a more comfortable future.
BRANDED goods. How much are they worth? they don't yield interest. 5 years later, they can be considered outdated and depleted so to me, I am NOT into branded goods but rather the quality that speaks for itself and the price doesn't say much.
That's my take. I don't fancy and I don't need unless the design is great and durable but to part with a few HUNDRED bucks, I just can't do it, I can't part with the money.
Yeaps, I am cheapo! fake unauthentic goods keeps me happy too. I don't dress to show off. that's me and I am sure those who know me well enough will know that but if I do change and eat my words is because I became RICH & HAVE TOO MUCH MONEY ON HAND! wow I wish....... HEHEE
a Simple non-materialistic life will do. shop in metro or normal pasa malam too as long as the clothes fit me. 2nd hand too because it keeps me warm and covered.
I rather spend on IT gadgets, car, house and for my future lit' ones and family.
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the 2nd part of the story
I went to my team leader in my current temp job humble house.
He was the same age with my nneth and got married just last year.
When I stepped into his house, a feeling of tranquility came over me.
no, wrong... to be specific: my future vision appear.
the house layout was clean and extreme simple.
simple and easy to interpret.
the moment I walk in, I comprehend it all.
I see couple toys, pictures of them together, wedding bands, presents of promise, pledges of love.
LOVE is in the air.
no signs of royalty or trying too impress.
it was just clear & lucid like their house: white, spaced out, glass
it got onto me. the LOVE. it smells of LOVE everywhere
Suddenly, I was full of envious, full of admiration because 2 people in love living under the same roof with a simple motive, a simple life with a simple house.
I mean I wanted that all along. after tired day at work, come back with a peace of mind with your loved one by your side with a large space to breathe. it was an executive flat for a newly wed, mind you!
contented. no need private estate or condo and paying loans that breathe down our necks. at least this is what I feel for now. HDB is ok but the interior must be swee swee, comfortable, simple and cosy.
I don't mind doing household chores! serious!
I thought about us, about living together and be able to start off a family.
Now, you see what I mean from the start? 
sweet fruits of love. overbearing and juicy, enough to feed you for the rest of your lives. worth pursuing for the early days.
darling, let's make simplicity explicate.
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the 3rd story
No, this is not the end. the 2nd time I cried so much in life when I watched Monday episode of "Triumph of the skies" when yunzhi died while sacrificing his life for a lit' girl and how yishan and yichen cried their hearts out.
I felt like I was in there, mourning too.
I felt Yishan's sorrow as someone who dearly loved someone and for the LOVE he shower upon her.
then, it ponder upon me, "what if I was her?"
I started thinking how life is fragile and we should all cherish what we have.
losing a loved one. PAIN. REALLY PAIN.
at that spilt moment, I knew I missed nneth.
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The 5th story
I was being nosey and concern looking through friendster pics of my friends.
some updates that I have yet to see.
I realised some of my friends are happily in love, some happily married, some just gotten their bundle of joy! I was very happy too!
babies babies babies.
it's like entering into a new phase. a new beginning. a new look-forward element.
not that I want to be a mother-to-be but the feeling of being a mother suddenly dawned upon me of...
"Can I be a good mother when I am not a good daughter or gf not even to say wife?"
I thought of the virtues. I lacked.
thanks. I have A LOT TO WORK ON. 
AM I willing to work on?
what is stopping me?
what will happen to me in the next few years?
Am I giving my best shot?
of coz, my thinking just stops there. I mean there's no answers so don't think too much.
I mean looking at my friends who were like me before fulfiling their role at its best. doing so well, so lovingly, almost like what I wanted to achieve. the picture I wanted to protray.
I think I am encouraged and pacified. motherly feature as a start.
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my 6th Story
My mother was telling me stories about this ex colleague friend of hers.
and when women come together, daughters' businesses come in.
wrong, I mean AUNTIES.
my mother told me about how successful her friends' 2 daughters are. scholars, smart, lawyers, married doctors, have kids, comfortable living.
I was like "SO?"
I mean why must we compare in life?
everyone lead a different life so must I keep feeling SORRY about the state I am in just because of some other successful person I pass by or met?
Being the GREAT daughter, I just kept quiet. I mean if I argue, no ending to my stubborn mother. I don't mean that she was actually pressurizing me but her show-off friend was trying to make things difficult by asking, "how about your daughters?"
thanks! now I have a whole lot explanation to do.
no blood or war, I ended off by telling my mother, "As long as I am happy".
seriously, I don't feel pathetic because there will be someone worse off than me.
but that's not the point.
the point is, " BE CONTENTED! "
my mum being the little kid trying to get some attention, I told her I promise to be at least able to FEED her in times later and be comfortable.
my mother in the most disasterous and cutest way:
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my last story
I was reading Aman's blog and I thought it's good she sort her thinkings out.
Now I was recalling what she told me before, "Isn't that because I love then I am afraid to lose?"
then I thought, true. if one truly love someone, he/she will tend to be overprotective, wanna see him/her and be extremely jealous.
Why I am not feeling strongly about this?
I feel secure with him.
I give him space for his friends and gal friends even.
I am least worried.
simply to say, not that I care less but just because I trust him too much
he gives me the security I want and I don't feel skeptical at all. completely let off. I ask myself if one day I made this ONE MISTAKE to be lenient about this then I will say I have no regrets.
Because I live through this without a fear in my heart. take things as it comes.
needless to say, I give him wings like I never did before with my ex bf, Jack.
In fact, we broke up because of jealousy and betrayal.
so why not bitten twice shy?
It's so hard to explain. It depends on how the guy assures the lady.
he must let her know what he is doing.
he must explain to her what she is worried about.
he must give her space to miss him.
he must accompany her when she need him.
I feel nneth fulfiled to his best eventhough he feels I don't care actually I do.
I do not wish to be trapped in a routinised relationship where 2 parties felt stranded, trapped and helpless when one is without another.
Today, I watched 2 dramas and ultimately reflected EXACTLY what I was seeking for:
Zhang Simei told Zoe Tay, "Love is worth more than 500k but if he wish to leave him, I will let him because there's no insurance in a relationship"
"if a man's heart change, no matter what you do he will still leave you so be open to him. let him have the freedom to do what he wants"
Zoe Tay rebuked to say that "she rather choose the 500k because Love is like a drug,makes you curious. it makes you want it and through time, it loses the passion and becomes stale but yet you know you can't live without it. it becomes an addiction."
eventhough Zhang Simei denies she felt something but ultimately, it's a woman's nature to feel jealous to show he means something to him.
how ironic! welcome to the woman's world.
It's about balancing. the scale of love. placing weights and taking off some.
my point is, "if you love someone, hold the sand in your hands at the right amount of strength because if you hold too loose or too tight, the sand will fall off your hands."
then I watched the Triumph of skies to learn something really enriching, don't plan too much. don't think too much as well. just live for today.
ENJOY THE PROCESS REGARDLESS OF THE OUTCOME
even you only live til tommorrow, at least you know you spend your day with your loved one like it was your last.
why worried if he will leave you?
why worried if he will betray you?
why worried that he will do something to hurt you?
because even if you keep him locked, he will still find a way to do it somehow, sometime and someway.
give him wings to fly and he will fly to you in speed!Labels: happy me
A rainbow to end my day
8:50 PM
narcissist
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Labels: happy me
A rainbow to end my day
2:39 PM
You know what...
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
it's F*CKING OVER & I AM F*CKING EXHILARATED! 
I FEEL MY HEART BEATING VERY FAST( bump bump bump ), SHORT OF BREATH (baby boy, u make me breaaaaaaaaaathless! OH!), EYES POPPING (watch all drama series, tv, movies!), NAILS SCRATCHING (itchy la!), LEGS JUMPING (& shaking), HANDS FULL OF STRENGTH (that's why blogging ma), HAIR BURNING 
, ADRENALIN RUSHING 
!
BECAUSE MY EXAMS ARE F*CKING OVER!
Loreal Brandstorm, Here I come!
(rattling on and on..... I am F happy, F excited, happy, excited, happy, excited, happy, excited.......)
Remember me this way!->
Labels: happy me
A rainbow to end my day
8:20 PM
I can see the sun again
Saturday, November 11, 2006
finally....
it's been pouring for these few days and it affected my mood too
I want to sun tan soon. I prefer to be tan than to appear pale and fatigue.
my classmate, charmaine always say I looked as if i lack of sleep (which is true) and still I have an image to carry man!
best of all, I beginning to have LIFE!
going to meet the gers for dinner.. finally! civilian life embrace me pls!
someone mentioned I am too a show-off in my blog -.-"
ok I will remain reserved and nongregarious, getting over my heads nowadays. hehe
study hard peeps!
I love November but not the rain...
to november babies:
1. Jamie 4 Nov
2. my mmmy 7 Nov
3. Sherene Mantani 7 Nov - my long long primary sch mate HGS
4. Shuting - 10 Nov - my other marketing director!
5. myself & marlynna! hehehe 13 nov!
6. Kenneth dearest 14 Nov - heh
7. Jason 15 Nov - my talking partner! wooo
8. Ginger & Rudy 17 Nov
9. Eva 19 Nov
10. Sharon Ho 20 Nov
11. Cheryl AU 22 Nov - where r u?
who else? let me know k? I will send my birthday blissings ;)Labels: happy me
A rainbow to end my day
12:31 PM
shanghai here i come!
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
1 more day to shanghai!
yeaps.. time past really fast.
I am leaving on the 26 May Friday by SQ826 10.10am flight
I will be back on 18 June but might extend becoz friends or family might join me there. hoho
been bumming around but i love doing nothing :P
relaxation after exams. with like nothing to worry about. the best thing is my own time, my own target, my own free life and best of all, CAN GET UP LATE! heehee.
but nahz, im not a slacker by nature, juz lazybones at times. not a couch potato also. i have many movies waiting for me to watch but juz din bother to catch it also because i prefer companions to watch.
basically, I work hard then I also learn to Play hard and Relax!
my mother has been treating me like a lit' girl. worried about this, worried about that and scare I am not in time to get my things confirm. she juz dun trust me to get things done.
i am capable ok! i am independent! PERIOD.
all's done except the packing.
argh! hate the packing. dunno where to start?
I am eyeing the samonite pinkie hard case cover luggage but my house have tons of them and so, I can't spend extra money :(
yeah! 1 mth to R&R (rest and relax)
but also going to miss my dear friends esp aman? hoho...
so dun miss me too much!
I will try to come msn when I can in shanghai university hostel.
time to catch some cute china men and ladies for some of my frenz.
time to practice my china slang to perfection.
time to brush up on my bargaining skills. I can be a real bargain bitch! hehee especially with them. HALF PRICE OR miang tan?! take it or leave it.
those who have been to china noe what i am toking abt. they juz jack up the prices 2 or 4 times. terrible
here's my updated pics for you to think of me or when u miss me, come to my blog site have a peek-a-boo:
remember my face!
ya got nose, mouth, eyes...
my cool sunglasses. hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!okay!
over the hedge is sooooo funny! hehe be sure go catch it!
my fave character: hammy! so cute....
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the poster! i love the cartoon! my 2nd fave after finding nemo.. keke
definitely better than shrek!
and lastly, my rascal:
we have a love-hate affair.
I love to disturb him and he always seem so grumpy. barking non-stop but He's my cute lit' darling.
u r banned to come into our room!
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4:16 PM
stronger than yesterday
Monday, May 08, 2006
britney spear's song!
sometimes songs were composed close to real life situations.
smart so people can relate and BINGO! THIS is exactly how i feel.
I guess, I am stronger.
thanks for everybody's concern really. (sound like amanda hor?! hahahahahahhaha!!)
who would have thought I would go thru this phase once again ever since I told myself when he left.
I am picking myself up (quickly?) maybe faster than I thought.
not that I love any lesser. it's juz substantial but not substainable to withstand the test of love once again.
Life goes on. we know this common phrase but doing it is another thing.
I have 101 things to do and I juz can't stand the way I am delaying things.
just too relax. I simply have not much time
countdown to shanghai trip
20 DAYS
clubbing was fun.. after so long
liquid room was better than expected.
R & B my kinda music - my heart and my soul groovin' to it.
yearning for more.....
mind u. I wun get drunk! hee becoz i noe i am crazy when I am drunk. :P
no hard core alcholic drinks for me.Labels: happy me
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5:35 PM
TGIF!
Friday, March 10, 2006
So much for this week
Finally breather now because it's a friday.
TGIF!
I got accepted into Minor in Entrepreneurship and have to attend a 3 days OBS course but however, I had some setbacks
I was really stressed up. Maybe all the PMS and sleeping Late did not help at all
had so much things to do and to coordinate until my body loses it's motion or the direction where it's to move towards.
I was really distracted, moody, lack of focus, missing classes, stoning. It was really bad! I felt it. I felt guilty. There's no more time! and I juz cant motivate myself.
my morale gave in.
I had to chase it back. FAST BY HOOK AND BY CROOK
I DECIDED to give the minor up because too much to take. i had to attend classes almost everynight and my may & june holidays will be burnt.
I dunno if I can take it but looking at my other major subjects like FM, STATS, ACcounting. I am seriously NOT doing well.
I guess I have to noe my priorities at hand. interest aside. i hope to pursue my minor at a later date.
Cheryl also told me abt the summer programs in USA, GERMANY, FRANCE, HONG KONG. i am pretty interested to try it out for the USA. it will cost approx. 5k - 7k
I hope I can get in!
meanwhile, I am going to work extra hard for the lagging lectures & tutorials I've been missing.
I am so NOT good with numbers. I guess HR or Marketing for my specialisation.
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happy things to say:
there's a really cute bird nest outside my neighbour (ruilin) room.
here's a picture of it:
there's only one small birdie inside the nest and it's quite full grown.
I have been visiting it everyday to see if the bird has learn how to fly.
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another news:
i hope to move into hall 16!
it's so new, well-furnished, with curtains, AIR CONDITIONED! very cosy.
long table to study and Place all my messy books.
TONS of notes and books.
gosh. exams are coming.
lynette's feeling the tension
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4:10 PM
Chronicles of Lynette's day
Sunday, March 05, 2006
I wanna blog! blog abt my exciting day
I was working in Kids Central Event in Taka Civic Plaza and it was kinda fun!
thanks to my ex manager, I found myself 10 other workers whom she want me to find for her.
1st, we gotten ourselves 2 wonderful kids central teeshirt, each worth $14
2nd, we found ourselves falling for Hamtaro! it's so damn cute!
proof:
3rd, cindy came to find us and all of the gals are there :P
4th, we become young at heart again
5th, some of us saw the actors behind those costumes
6th, it was nice to see some of my ex colleagues!
7th, it was good to see jonathon from MCR! he's one of the few I remember there because of his ever funny disposition though I can remember all! serious.... I was forced to remember their faces, names, places they sit, their teams, their products, their clients.. those were the days in MCR
8th, its been 2 yrs+ since we last saw BENJAMIN from CHS. haha put on so much weight, couldn't even recognised him! and I am happy he found his happiness of his other half :)
9th, I've seen a powerful side of aman. she can be good in sales! kudos ger! discover another value in u ;)
10th, I saw aman important mystery person *wink*
11th, Alan with his most lovely gf came to see me! gosh... I dunno why, when I see this friend of mine. I feel so near yet so far. He will be reading this I think. Buddy, I noe I always ignored u in msn and even treated u the baddest way. TRUST me, I am evil. yes devil? he never fail to say 'HI' in msn and even bother to draw in msn. ya, his drawing rocks! (c, i admire u so much! :P) He's like my damn friend. I am glad to see him and his gf. they really look the sweeter (becoz me and nneth is the sweetest! :P) Buddy, I care for u k! cross my heart and hope (U)to die! hoho kidding in the name of DEVIL MAY CRY.
12th, I took a foto with chipmunk? no... squirrel?? or watever?
tell me:
13th, good to see andrew PANG. nope.. andrew aka gareas hahaa.
14th, We took funny pics!
15th, I so damn LOVE sales!!!!!!!!! IN MEDIA & EVENT! I love it when people whom u barely noe juz believe wat u said and get money out from their pocket. I love it when the sales juz goes up and up becoz of u. I love it when people are so NICE to u. I love it when u learn to interact. I love it when people say "thanks so much". I love it the art of approach. I love it when we work in teams. I love it i love it. sales sales sales!
16th, 3 people commented I slimed down! I am so f**king happy!
17th, saw mr felix, kian boon and friends! but too bad din tok much though :x
18th, we rocks!
Lastly, good friends NEVER tok abt money. nuff said
But I am so freaking tired! 9am - 9pm. tml another round of 10 - 7pm
haiz...but it was a good and fun experience anyhow
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recall
Yesterday Army Daze was very enjoyable!
hossan leong, Kumar, Emma Yong, Mark richmond, sheikh haikel, sebastian tan, robin goh was SO GOOD! very comical... check it out here
it's WORTH EVERY CENT to watch it!unless you hate comedies
I not stupid 2 was very sad. I think my water tap went running for almost 30 mins, stopped and flow.. ran another 30 mins.
Thanks Jonathan who accompanied to watch :)
It was really touching. I am a cry baby I admit.
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4 March - my father's bday
something to reveal abt my family. we do not have the practice of celebrating bdays becoz we feel wishes and the thought that counts. but I wish to spend my special day with my family to acknowledge the day my mum give birth to me
Today is my father's bday :D
The king and Mcp of my family.
he who judged and criticised
he who scold the women in the hse for every thing we do
he who care in the most silent and uncaring way but we noe he do
he who is the most unromantic
he who stinch on every lit' thing for the family
he who always kisses my hand since young til NOW!
he who thinks hes the best
but he's my father
recently my family happened a few major event and we survived through it and it juz made us stronger, stronger in family bonds.
my mum became stronger too
I told my mum to do something different this yr: to celebrate for him
we went to SIA sports club at simei (supersuper nice and modern!) and went to the restaurant eat and got a prima deli cake. how delightful! my mother's plan. she wanna show him she cares.
then wala! he was so happy! a man like him... like a child once again
smiling at his cake.
that's so adorable. I adore.
here's a moment I wun wanna forget.
I wanna cherish this other man besides my future husband whoever it maybe but this MAN is for sure in my life forever...... at least for as long as I lived :)
exciting day for me. I love it.
A good way to start my mugging!
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